Re: Anticipation - for Cammie

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You are correct it was Carly!

> > > hi y'all...

> > > well today is 10 days pre-op and I am spinning! SO much going

on

> > for

> > > me with this being around the corner and my other vast and

> intense

> > > resp (if only the world would stop for a few days?! ha)

> > >

> > > but really I am truly buggin' sometimes-like this morning, I

left

> > the

> > > house w/o my AP cepf xray that I HAVE to bring to the OS

> > > tonight...DUH it was sitting out-in all it's b&w glory staring

at

> > me

> > > with my bag, and I had a note with my keys and still it sat

there

> > and

> > > I left...unbelieveable.

> > > I never really forget anything...until lately

> > >

> > > I wouldn't be so spun if I just knew about mylower jaw...I

pray

> to

> > > god that tonight they tell me for sure what our plans are. If

> they

> > > need to do my lower, 6 wks wired shut.

> > > If NOT, then no bands, no wires, just recovery.

> > > ...........can you imagine that?...........

> > > well I couldn't.

> > > I would read about everyone and how few people were wired that

> > long,

> > > most were banded and I would just think wow-imagine...and then

> > stop

> > > imaging bec that wasn't going to be me -NO WAY

> > > ...until last fri I learned that this was his (OS) last and

> > biggest

> > > question...I started thinking and now, crap to not be

> > > wired...wow!!!!!!!!!!!!

> > > ...but I so don't want to get stuck on that idea...there are

so

> > many

> > > reasons why that would really help my world-i.e. I'm tiny, and

> > can't

> > > gain, and don't want to loose, and I talk for a living, really-

> I'm

> > a

> > > recruiter, and the reasons keep going. BUt #1 impt to me is

doing

> > it

> > > right...and not rushing, so wired is ok if it is best...but

> > > aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh! I just was to know....

> > >

> > > and maybe worse of all, I have that damn song from WAY back in

my

> > > head-and it's stinky to boot....ANTICIPAaaaation is making me

> > > wait......what is that helen redy or somthing?? I think I

> > officially

> > > lost it! jo

> > >

> > > TOMPOOL how are YOU doing? bugging like me or what?