Guest guest Posted August 16, 2005 Report Share Posted August 16, 2005 Hi Pam, Thank you for your kind words. It was many years ago and it was at the time my fault that so many things happened but then that was another time in my life. I do feel that we have to accept responsibility for our actions. I don't think about it too often but yet it was a part of me and who I was at the time. There is a saying about hindsight as being the best sight. Always when you reflect back to the past you can see what you did wrong but it doesn't mean that you will correct your errors. I had two very difficult pregnancies after that also and again my weight played a major issue in both of them. After the third I decided not to have any more children after having my two sons. They are now 23 and 21 years old. Food has always been such a big part in my life as it was used to celebrate all of the good things in life and all of the bad things. It is used to celebrate life, sooth hurt feelings and make loneliness bearable. I still have so many food issues which makes life an everyday struggle. Surgery has given me a second chance to become a healthier person but yet it didn't resolve the issues which got me to the point where I was 357 pounds so I have a hard time not turning to food when there is a problem going on. I am seeking help in that area which is good. I am also so glad to be a part of this group which helps me keep grounded most of the time in spite of the drama that occasionally pops up. Ramona .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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