Guest guest Posted May 3, 2004 Report Share Posted May 3, 2004 Suhad,I am so always touched by what you share with us on this list. I don't have time to read it often these days but when I do and when I read something you write, I always feel a bit more courageous in my walk. You are walking a path that no one would ever choose to walk - having buried your first little girl and having to continue on each day for your second little girl. I can only imagine and never know how bittersweet so many moments in your life must be. Happiness for your Leanna and terrible emptiness for your Samya. Worry for Leanna, and yet gratefulness for even her breath. I hope to be as strong and courageous as you are and I mourn the passing of your little Samya even though I never knew her. Thank you for your honest sharing of your experiences. I am so glad you got the pool - both of the girls wishes come true! I do believe that the love of little Samya for all of you and all of your love for her surrounds that pool, your home and your very souls. Annewww.caringbridge.org/wi/zachsam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 21, 2005 Report Share Posted March 21, 2005 Suhad I don't think any of us has the right words to say to you right now. Your pain must be incredibly unbearable. I have been combing my emails for days, looking for an update on Leanna. When I saw your post today, I prayed so hard it was good news before I opened it. I was devastated to read that Leanna lost her battle, and is no longer with you. I wish there was something I could do for you, but know there is nothing. My heart breaks for you and your family and the losses you have gone thru these past few years. I will keep you in my prayers, and hope that peace and comfort find you soon. Please keep us updated on how you are doing, when you feel up to it. You know we are always here for you! If at all possible, could I have your snail mail address to send you a note or card? You can send it to me privately. Hang in there. . . . e, Chelsea's mom, Atypical Rett Syndrome (FKA nonspecific mito) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 23, 2005 Report Share Posted March 23, 2005 Oh Suhad, You are an excellent mother!! We all have our self doubt that we live with, yours must be overwhelming at this time. Since you became a member of this list, you have been an excellent contributor. Anytime anyone is upset and needs to vent, you are right there with kind words of encouragement. I hope we can do the same for you in you darkest hour. I printed the pic of Leanna you posted awhile ago. I put it on the bulletin board next to our computer, with others I have up there. In time, things will get better, I will pray for your comfort. e, Chelsea's mom, Atypical Rett Syndrome(FKA nonspecific mito) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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