(1) Misc., (2) What's the use??? Why should I bother???

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Hello, (1) A assortment of various things I just put altogether in lump sum sorta of speaking. Rose, I came across something that you very well be interested in because of the fact you were nurse and a midwife working in this type of employment. I don't have this here with me now. I'll find that and write about that later this week. I was in a hurry to come over this library and I forgot to get this information. Speaking of the library, this Wyoming City Library is open now on Sundays, 1 p.m. to 5 p.m. now that the kids are back in the school year. During the summer months, all the metro city libraries are closed. Apartment maintenance & apartment cleaning update (y'all "oldies" folks remember this?). Remember our bathtup drain wouldn't empty the water out? The bathtub facet came apart from the wall? Well the apartment owner/manager finally had a repair guy come out and fixed both of these. No more emptying the

bathtub of soapy used water of a stainless steel bowl of 40 to 50 times that we used to do this. Our mircowave cleaned (finally, oh really?), refridgerator somewhat clean with just damp rags, oven was never tackled that project yet. Why am I saying all this???? Just a comedy of fasicals of things to do commonly known as life's necessary to get done listings. Tracie, this vibration of my nerves sometimes is happening deep in those ligaments, muscles, tendons, or whichever it is going on my legs between my knees and thighs. This doesn't happen all the time, but I have felt this occassionly. I'am having also unsteady balance at times like a drunk in his/her worse condition. This may be caused by that Gabinetin nerve pain pills I'am taking. Then it may be a combination of this drug and muscle weakness in my legs. In your vast knowledge of researching about this thing called sarcoid, have you or you already know that a person can

start having "precondition" of these T.I.A.'s (mini-strokes) and seizures?? I don't know what it is, but my mind is not comprehension of what is around me or what I'am doing. Again this maybe be caused by that nerve pain drug. It's a generatic of Neurotin nerve pain drug I'am talking about. What kind of neurological symptoms can a person with sarcoid have affecting the nerves internally other than pain like a sarcoid lesion on the spinal cord? I know about these "mini-strokes" and seizures in the brain, and the nerves can go bad affecting the cranal nerves, and the bladder, but what these other "parts" (like the gall bladder, liver, kidneys)? (2) I combine all this in one e-mail just results in one long one. Well I just get to the point here. This second part of this e-mail, "What's the use??? Why should I bother???" has to do with applying for Social Security Disability Income. Lo and behold, what came in the mail this past Friday???? Social

Security Statement paper from the Social Security Administration. I'll quote from page 2 of this 4 page paper statement sent to me. Disability: "To get benefits if you become disabled right now, you need 32 credits of work, and 20 of these credits had to be earned in the last 10 years. Your record shows you do not have enough credits in the right time period." Ther'e saying to me right now if I'am considered as disabled by doctors doesn't make a difference you cannot collect Social Security Disability Income. I'am more disabled now than even a year ago. At times I feel so weak, I wonder how can I even walk. At times I feel like I could be in a whirlpool tub 24/7 for the rest of my life. I have arthristis pain in my fingers which the finger left of my left thumb is the worst. Pain popping up in my shoulder blades, my face, my arms, amoung other places intermetenly for minutes, hours, or even days. My lungs have

stablized and the lung doctor said no sarcoid active there in my lungs when I seen him in June. But rest of me seems to gradually malfunctioning. If I don't return to work and that is a slim possibility at that situation, if I cannot get S.S.D.I. the only possible income (legal that is) is from the V.A. I'am refering to the Non Service Connected Disability Income from the Vetrean's Administration. Summary, why should I bother now and apply for S.S.D.I., when all said and done it will be denied???? Tracie, I wrote about something. I did buy a pint of rum earlier this summer but not those sleeping pills. Oh I'am not sucidal now, just more depressed. Same ol', same ol' worthless person that I always have been, now, and will be. worthless

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