feelin bitchy, cold, and depressed

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....I am just feeling so crappy today. ...really depressed and just need a cry and a hug today. If you're up to it today send some prayers, good thoughts, whatever you can. Yesterday I got dressed (took about three hours...) and took a twenty minute drive to see my mom and the subsequent houseful of people. I felt so tired/fatigued that I basically sat for an hour...felt overwhelmed by the constant loud talking...that I gave my mom a hug and told her I had to leave cuz I wasn't feeling well. My sister who is on dexatrin(speed) (NOT dexatrim ...the diet pill)for her fibro just talked nonstop for the whole time I was there. I wondered...how does she breathe? Someone would ask her husband a question and he would say one sentence stop to breathe and in she would go to finish what he would have said. I find this behavior so self-centered and rude but I don't have the strength to

confront her about it anymore. This turn-back to colder weather has also turned my pain back up a large notch or two. And my depression has also returned. I am so tired of this cold. On days like this it just all seems just too much too handle and I want to stay in bed all day. But I will force myself to start a new painting and reach out to other people so I can Try to take my mind off my own troubles. I am going to be impolite... so those of you bothered by cussing please don't read on.... SHIT SHIT SHIT damn the headaches damn the irritating behaviour of inconsiderate people damn this disease damn the pain damn the fatigue But hugs to all of you..now I'll try to work through my pity party of today...thanks for listening S.

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Spring is around the corner with warm sunshine and soft breezes that make you feel glad to be alive. I know this weather is nasty cold. It won't last!!! My flowers are telling me to believe that summer and the heat will come soon. Just hang in there!@! I also had a tough time yesterday although, I did it to myself. I invited my family to Easter dinner and then, over did it the day before with cleaning and cooking. So, Easter Sunday, I woke up and realized that I was STUPID! No surprise to some... I wanted to call ofF dinner but didn't and paid dearly in fatigue and pain. Today at work I talked like someone who had been up all on an all-nighter or smoked for 40 years. My voice always gives it away.

I shouldn't complain. We had a nice dinner, I can work, and this is probably my last year with my family all at home. I have many blessings. So, I'm sending positive, good thoughts your way. Please consider yourself well and truly hugged!! You are amazing!! A unique and special person. Hang in there and let us know how your'e doing, ok?? Bonnie BSee what's free at AOL.com.

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, Hugs are on the way. Please try to get some rest. This weather is really bad on all of us. Hopfully it will begin to start to clear up. Lots of Love Lynne Solberg wrote: ...I am just feeling so crappy today. ...really depressed and just need a cry and a hug today. If

you're up to it today send some prayers, good thoughts, whatever you can. Yesterday I got dressed (took about three hours...) and took a twenty minute drive to see my mom and the subsequent houseful of people. I felt so tired/fatigued that I basically sat for an hour...felt overwhelmed by the constant loud talking...that I gave my mom a hug and told her I had to leave cuz I wasn't feeling well. My sister who is on dexatrin(speed) (NOT dexatrim ...the diet pill)for her fibro just talked nonstop for the whole time I was there. I wondered...how does she breathe? Someone would ask her husband a question and he would say one sentence stop to breathe and in she would go to finish what he would have said. I find this behavior so self-centered and rude but I don't have the strength to confront her about it anymore. This turn-back to colder weather has also turned my pain back up a large notch or two. And my depression has also

returned. I am so tired of this cold. On days like this it just all seems just too much too handle and I want to stay in bed all day. But I will force myself to start a new painting and reach out to other people so I can Try to take my mind off my own troubles. I am going to be impolite... so those of you bothered by cussing please don't read on.... SHIT SHIT SHIT damn the headaches damn the irritating behaviour of inconsiderate people damn this disease damn the pain damn the fatigue But hugs to all of you..now I'll try to work through my pity party of today...thanks for listening S. Expecting? Get great news right away with email

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, my prayers are with you. God bless you, Beckylynne zacharias wrote: , Hugs are on the way. Please try to get some rest. This weather is really bad on all of us. Hopfully it will begin to start to clear up. Lots of Love Lynne Solberg <mary_s777 (AT) yahoo (DOT) com> wrote: ...I am just feeling so crappy today. ...really depressed and just need a cry and a hug today. If you're up to it today send some prayers, good thoughts, whatever you can. Yesterday I got dressed (took about three hours...) and took a twenty minute drive to see my mom and the subsequent houseful of people. I felt so tired/fatigued that I basically sat for an hour...felt overwhelmed by the constant loud talking...that I gave my mom a hug and told her I had to leave cuz I wasn't feeling well. My sister who is on dexatrin(speed) (NOT dexatrim ...the diet pill)for her fibro just talked nonstop for the whole time I was there. I wondered...how does she breathe? Someone would ask her husband a question and he would say one sentence stop to breathe and in she would go to finish

what he would have said. I find this behavior so self-centered and rude but I don't have the strength to confront her about it anymore. This turn-back to colder weather has also turned my pain back up a large notch or two. And my depression has also returned. I am so tired of this cold. On days like this it just all seems just too much too handle and I want to stay in bed all day. But I will force myself to start a new painting and reach out to other people so I can Try to take my mind off my own troubles. I am going to be impolite... so those of you bothered by cussing please don't read on.... SHIT SHIT SHIT damn the headaches damn the irritating behaviour of inconsiderate people damn this disease damn the pain damn the fatigue But hugs to all of you..now I'll try

to work through my pity party of today...thanks for listening S. Expecting? Get great news right away with email Auto-Check.Try the Yahoo! Mail Beta. To My New Family Love Lynne We won't tell. Get more on shows you hate to love(and love to hate): Yahoo! TV's Guilty Pleasures list.

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, my dear friend.. don't you dare give up.. If you want to cry then go right ahead.. but don't you give up.. you've given too many of us this lecture, about hanging in there, tomorrow will be a better day..You've prayed for everyone of us..and we all know it.. so its well past time that we repay you with some of your own kindness.. We love you.. so imagine the likes of all of us surrounding you with hugs, laughter.. and encouragement..

Man alive just imagine all of us, 400 some odd number of us stepping on each others toes just to get to hug you.. Do you think that one of us would get mad when our toes have been stepped on so many times.. Maybe.. but it would be well worth the try.. So, count me in standing waiting for my turn..

Hang in there sweetie.. YOU ARE LOVED!!

-- feelin bitchy, cold, and depressed

....I am just feeling so crappy today. ...really depressed and just need a cry and a hug today. If you're up to it today send some prayers, good thoughts, whatever you can. Yesterday I got dressed (took about three hours...) and took a twenty minute drive to see my mom and the subsequent houseful of people. I felt so tired/fatigued that I basically sat for an hour...felt overwhelmed by the constant loud talking...that I gave my mom a hug and told her I had to leave cuz I wasn't feeling well. My sister who is on dexatrin(speed) (NOT dexatrim ...the diet pill)for her fibro just talked nonstop for the whole time I was there. I wondered...how does she breathe? Someone would ask her husband a question and he would say one sentence stop to breathe and in she would go to finish what he would have said. I find this behavior so self-centered and rude but I don't have the strength to confront her about it anymore. This turn-back to colder weather has also turned my pain back up a large notch or two. And my depression has also returned. I am so tired of this cold. On days like this it just all seems just too much too handle and I want to stay in bed all day. But I will force myself to start a new painting and reach out to other people so I can Try to take my mind off my own troubles. I am going to be impolite... so those of you bothered by cussing please don't read on.... SHIT SHIT SHIT damn the headaches damn the irritating behaviour of inconsiderate people damn this disease damn the pain damn the fatigue But hugs to all of you..now I'll try to work through my pity party of today...thanks for listening S.

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I agree-- this is suckidosis at it's prime. Too bad we're not in our prime.

I saw a card the other day-- It said that as we age, multi-tasking takes on a whole new meaning--

Just think, we can still multi-task. Coughing, wetting one's pants, choking and gagging-- all at once qualify as a "multi-task!!"

Hang in there-- remember, we have virtual blankets if you are cold, we have strings we can tie together to strengthen us when we find ourself at the end of our rope, and we have Rosies Icepack bras, and leopard skin undies-- for you newbies- it is scary, but funny-- and we have someone elses cheese cake.

Love to you, and pick your poison-- enjoy!!!!!!

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, remember that I have this nice warm Elvis blanket; just imagine snuggling up with the King (some drugs might help this along) and listening to "Love Me Tender." I think I put a picture of Elvis & me in the photos section. A virtual blanket should be arriving any minute; if Elvis is not your thing, just change it to Bon Jovi, or Barry White, or whoever floats your boat!

Another thing that helps when I get chilled is to run my thick sox, pj's & a couple of blankets in the dryer for a few minutes. Ooooo, put all that on & it warms you to the bones!

Ramblin' Rose

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From: tiodaat@...Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: Re: feelin bitchy, cold, and depressedDate: Tue, 10 Apr 2007 03:19:50 EDT

,I agree-- this is suckidosis at it's prime. Too bad we're not in our prime.I saw a card the other day-- It said that as we age, multi-tasking takes on a whole new meaning-- Just think, we can still multi-task. Coughing, wetting one's pants, choking and gagging-- all at once qualify as a "multi-task!!"Hang in there-- remember, we have virtual blankets if you are cold, we have strings we can tie together to strengthen us when we find ourself at the end of our rope, and we have Rosies Icepack bras, and leopard skin undies-- for you newbies- it is scary, but funny-- and we have someone elses cheese cake. Love to you, and pick your poison-- enjoy!!!!!!Tracie**************************************See what's free at http://www.aol.com.

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Rose and all, thanks for your prayers , good thoughts, virtual blankets and heat... I needed the words of encouragement. It really does get hard to 'hang in there' at times, doesn't it?... sorry, Rose, I'm not a big Elvis fan...but a tie-dyed blanket or something with flowers would be ok...lol. I just don't think I'd like to wake up with him staring at me. lol. I've been turning the heat up and it helps some but this pain feels so deep inside my arms and legs. My feet heat up so I rarely wear slippers or socks. weird, huh? You do realize that two of the three guys you mentioned are dead, right? lol. If they made blankets with a picture of my family on it that would be cool, hey? A snowstorm is headed our way again so you'll probably get it soon after. I have a brother in land and he usually gets our weather

about two or three days later...so we can warn him. lol. Gotta lay down again. thanks everybody. It does help to vent doesn't it.... hugs S.Rose wrote: , remember that I have this nice warm Elvis blanket; just imagine snuggling up with the King (some drugs might help this along) and listening to "Love Me

Tender." I think I put a picture of Elvis & me in the photos section. A virtual blanket should be arriving any minute; if Elvis is not your thing, just change it to Bon Jovi, or Barry White, or whoever floats your boat! Another thing that helps when I get chilled is to run my thick sox, pj's & a couple of blankets in the dryer for a few minutes. Ooooo, put all that on & it warms you to the bones! Ramblin' Rose Moderator From:

tiodaat (AT) aol (DOT) comReply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: Re: feelin bitchy, cold, and depressedDate: Tue, 10 Apr 2007 03:19:50 EDT ,I agree-- this is suckidosis at it's prime. Too bad we're not in our prime.I saw a card the other day-- It said that as we age, multi-tasking takes on a whole new meaning-- Just think, we can still multi-task. Coughing, wetting one's pants, choking and gagging-- all at once qualify as a "multi-task!!"Hang in there-- remember, we have virtual blankets if you are cold, we have strings we can tie together to strengthen us when we find ourself at the end of our rope, and we have Rosies Icepack bras, and leopard skin

undies-- for you newbies- it is scary, but funny-- and we have someone elses cheese cake. Love to you, and pick your poison-- enjoy!!!!!!Tracie**************************************See what's free at http://www.aol.com. Need a break? Find your escape route with Live Search Maps.

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here’s some hugs for you, () () () and hoping you have a better days,

you know your last few words, Damn this disease etc.. I think there Is a song

out now about Damn this something, can’t remember the words, but I hear

you loud and clear, it’s been cold here too, was suppose to snow

yesterday, it tried a few times, but nothing and I’m OK with that, so it’s

a little warmer today and everyone and there brother is out walking, wish I could

join them, I’m up to 8 mins on the treadmill without pain, will try 10

min the next timeJ. Feel better my friend..

Marla

Bramer

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sees the invisible, believes the incredible and receives the impossible "

From: Neurosarcoidosis [mailto:Neurosarcoidosis ] On Behalf Of Solberg

Sent: Monday, April 09, 2007 12:03

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To:

neurosarcoidosis

Subject: feelin

bitchy, cold, and depressed

....I am just feeling so

crappy today. ...really depressed and just need a cry and a hug

today. If you're up to it today send some prayers, good thoughts,

whatever you can. Yesterday I got dressed (took about three hours...) and

took a twenty minute drive to see my mom and the subsequent houseful of

people. I felt so tired/fatigued that I basically sat for an hour...felt

overwhelmed by the constant loud talking...that I gave my mom a hug and told

her I had to leave cuz I wasn't feeling well. My sister who is on

dexatrin(speed) (NOT dexatrim ...the diet pill)for her fibro just talked

nonstop for the whole time I was there. I wondered...how does she breathe?

Someone would ask her husband a question and he would say one sentence stop to

breathe and in she would go to finish what he would have said. I find

this behavior so self-centered and rude but I don't have the strength to

confront her about it anymore. This turn-back to colder weather has also

turned my pain back up a large notch or two. And my depression has also

returned. I am so tired of this cold. On days like this it just all

seems just too much too handle and I want to stay in bed all day. But I

will force myself to start a new painting and reach out to other people so I

can Try to take my mind off my own troubles. I am going to be impolite...

so those of you bothered by cussing please don't read

on....

SHIT SHIT SHIT damn the headaches damn the irritating

behaviour of inconsiderate people damn this disease damn the

pain damn the fatigue But hugs to all

of you..now I'll try to work through my pity party of today...thanks for

listening S.

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