P.S. to my last post about Daphne... I am NEVER sick

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Not even a broken bone. The only two times I have been a patient at a

hospital were when I was born and when I gave birth to Daphne.

The last time I had any infection was literally the turn of the century. My

boyfreind (now my husband) and I had decided to go on vacation for the new

year. I had been playing with my neices and nephew that Christmas, who

were breeding grounds for infections - since they were elementery school-

aged - and they gave me a cold, and I got an ear infection from flying. That

still didn't stop me from having a good time, partying, and even snorkling! I

cannot remember being sick, at all, since then.

Daphne is 11 months old. Why, why, why, why, why could I have gotten so

lucky, while my baby suffers so much???? I didn't even suffer while

pregnant... no morning sickness, labor - only 12 hours. I wish I could trade

places. I would wish I could go through her pain for her. But all my wishing

does nothing, my will does nothing. I can't do anything.