OK, I scared my stupid self now

May 23, 2004

I guess I should leave well enough alone but was wondering what it meant to

have the excessive amniotic fluid and I went searching. I do not like what I

found. It could be nothing but the things it could be scared the hell out of me.

It says it could mean problems with the baby or his kidneys or chromosones .

If I was diabetic it would possible be it too but I am not this time around, I

am low. I just had an ultrasound thursday and he is having me have another

Wednesday so he must be looking for something he is not telling me about. it

says it could correct itself so please pray for me and Emerson that it does. if

not I guess i will have frequent US's for the duration and also it says that we

usually also have preterm labor but I could not see how preterm they were

talking about. I know i am going to stress now cause i found this info last

night

and it ahs been on my mind all night and day now and everytime I get a BH

contraction I wonder if theya re going to stop or not. Earlier they were quite

strong and made me wonder if it was the real thing coming. Pregnancy is sooo

scary and I guesss I really should really get my tubes tied this time. I did

sign

the papers when I went to the docs last time for them to do my tubal the day

after i deliver but i really hate to go thru with it. i hate such a permanent

thing being done to me. My chicken ass hubby will not go and do himself even

though I have asked him many times. Oh well, i guesss I will have to wait this

out and pray, pray and more prayer. thanks for listening.

God Bless,

Robin, NorthEastern, NY

Age- 41

EDD- July 27th, 2004

IT'S A BOY!!!!!!

Mommy to:

&

(twin boys 8 years),

Madison, daughter, 5 years and

Wife to Pup 15 years (October 31, 1988)

Gastric Bypass Surgery-

October 18th 2002

Start-378, current- 246(pregnant)

goal 170 after baby

It's a BOY!!!!!

Emerson Roger

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