Guest guest Posted May 28, 2004 Report Share Posted May 28, 2004 Hi Ladies, I'm feeling quite emotional this morning and for the last couple weeks. Doubting myself and making myself crazy. It just feels as though there is so much going on in our life. Too much. I am worried about my parental skills. We have a 4 year old son who is the light of my life. After 6 miscarriages to finally have a child I feel truly blessed and now to have another on the way I feel doubly blessed.... But here is my worry....what if I am not a good mommy to 2 kids? What if hates me for bringing this baby into the house. What if I don't love the new baby like I love . I had this horrible dream the other night and I was breastfeeding the new baby and it looked up at me and was the face of one of our less than attractive friends.........ugggh. My husband laughed his ass off but I felt very upset about this. Believe me I don't want to breast feed our friend.....but am I so shallow that if my new baby is ugly I won't love it? See I am making myself crazy. My husband has 5 sisters and he says that kids just adapt and will be fine and I will be fine...... I am an only child so I have no freaking clue! I have always wanted a big family because of this but now I am in a panic. Can anyone give me any advice, helpful thoughts.....anything? I feel like I am running out of time.....this baby will be here soon. Chrystal Wife to Jace - together 6 Years! Happy Mommy to - 4 Years Old! New Baby Boy Swenson Due July 28, 2004! Zookeeper for 2 big dogs and 5 cats who let me feed them! http://chrystallife.50megs.com/ http://members.ebay.com/aboutme/seeswensonauctions/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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