Re: Jan & Duane

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Lynda

thank you so much your words hit home so much , I do so miss the talks at

night when we went to bed and figured every thing out, and the cuddling

Duane cant remember the inside jokes any more and we had lots ( snicker) It

just breaks my heart

I thought I was ready for this journey but I am not

I am panicked allot just trying to control every thing and when I stop and

think..... I know that I cant that I really do have to let go and give it up

God is in control not I only then does the peace come in

Duane is not better he is loosing weight and is more confused today he said

that his teeth were moving he just doesn't make any since some times.

Here is my number (425) 868-2895

again thank you so much for checking in on me

I called all of his family and told them that they could come if they wanted

to but I had no expectations if they could not because it is too hard, so we

will see, he has 8 brothers and sisters I wont be surprised if only one or

two come.

that is what makes it lonely and non supportive I have to rely on strangers

so sad

Hugs Jan

Jan & Duane

> Dear Jan,

> How are you doing? Is Duane any better? Please know that you and him

have been in my constant thoughts and prayers the past several days. I do

understand how you feel....it is the pits watching the love of your life

suffer so and fade away.

> I miss DW's kind touch, heart to heart talks, inside jokes...all that we

had. But I have them in my heart forever and I know you do as well.

> I know how you have to remain the strong one and hold everyone else

together. It really stinks.....I do hate this thief that has stolen my

friend, lover and husband.

> Wish we were closer so I could offer better support and an actual hug. We

love you.

> Lynda R.

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