Guest guest Posted December 12, 2005 Report Share Posted December 12, 2005 Duane and I have had a horrible weekend. Saturday he did not get up at all and I could only get him to eat One yogurt, I have been in a state of fight & flight all weekend along with a large dose of anxiety to go along with it. Very Selfishly I am not ready for this, not that I would ever be but I want to get thru the holidays I want it one last time to make memories and to see him smile at the lights and stuff. I don't want the kids to always associate Christmas with Dads death I know I know its very selfish I am only thinking about me But I am scared and panicked Please Pray for us, thank you Hugs Jan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 12, 2005 Report Share Posted December 12, 2005 Praying for you, Jan, and Duane and the kids! I haven't emailed in a long time, but I sure do follow everyone! Sending prayers for all those who are hurting! Cindy Cruz Duane update Duane and I have had a horrible weekend. Saturday he did not get up at all and I could only get him to eat One yogurt, I have been in a state of fight & flight all weekend along with a large dose of anxiety to go along with it. Very Selfishly I am not ready for this, not that I would ever be but I want to get thru the holidays I want it one last time to make memories and to see him smile at the lights and stuff. I don't want the kids to always associate Christmas with Dads death I know I know its very selfish I am only thinking about me But I am scared and panicked Please Pray for us, thank you Hugs Jan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 12, 2005 Report Share Posted December 12, 2005 Jan I'll continue praying for the family. It is not selfish to want to get through the holidays - it is reality and a need. Please don't feel badly because of it. I know I would feel the same way. laurie > Duane and I have had a horrible weekend. > Saturday he did not get up at all and I could only get him to eat One > yogurt, > I have been in a state of fight & flight all weekend along with a large > dose of anxiety to go along with it. > > Very Selfishly I am not ready for this, not that I would ever be but I want > to get thru the holidays I want it one last time to make memories and to > see him smile at the lights and stuff. > I don't want the kids to always associate Christmas with Dads death > I know I know its very selfish I am only thinking about me > But I am scared and panicked > Please Pray for us, > thank you > Hugs Jan > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 12, 2005 Report Share Posted December 12, 2005 Jan, just wanted to let you know that your family is in my prayers. Maggie > > Duane and I have had a horrible weekend. > Saturday he did not get up at all and I could only get him to eat One yogurt, >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 13, 2005 Report Share Posted December 13, 2005 --- bionicgirl_bionic crookpj@...> wrote: --------------------------------- Jan, I have been praying for you. It is such a difficult thing to face. Especially this time of the year. I hope that he (and you)will be able to have a wonderful Christmas. Joanne Medical advice, information, opinions, data and statements contained herein are not necessarily those of the list moderators. The author of this e mail is entirely responsible for its content. List members are reminded of their responsibility to evaluate the content of the postings and consult with their physicians regarding changes in their own treatment. Personal attacks are not permitted on the list and anyone who sends one is automatically moderated or removed depending on the severity of the attack. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 13, 2005 Report Share Posted December 13, 2005 Jan, I am praying for you and your family. What a difficult time this must be. To pray to have this holiday with Duane is not selfish. Jan jan_777@...> wrote: Duane and I have had a horrible weekend. Saturday he did not get up at all and I could only get him to eat One yogurt, I have been in a state of fight & flight all weekend along with a large dose of anxiety to go along with it. Very Selfishly I am not ready for this, not that I would ever be but I want to get thru the holidays I want it one last time to make memories and to see him smile at the lights and stuff. I don't want the kids to always associate Christmas with Dads death I know I know its very selfish I am only thinking about me But I am scared and panicked Please Pray for us, thank you Hugs Jan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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