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Hi everyone! My name is a and I just rejoined this group. I

was a member a few months ago but left because I am still waiting

for my surgery to be scheduled. Next week, I will be having my 4th

of 6 required appointments with my doctor to qualify for the

surgery. I have PCOS and we have been ttc for 2 years so far prior

to deciding on the surgery. I got scared and told dh I was afraid

to try after the surgery so this will be our last month trying

before the surgery is scheduled. Hopefully, my doctor will get

approval next month and I can schedule it in September...unless of

course we get pg. Right now I am on 150mgs of clomid (2nd month on

clomid, first month on 150mgs), 1000mgs of metformin and iron, since

I am already anemic. We lost our first child at 23.5 weeks pg and

that is why we are scared to try again after the surgery. I am

supposed to start the clomid today, but I want this surgery SOOOOO

badly. I am so torn because I know my family isn't complete, but I

think if I get pg now, I probably will never have the surgery.

Whew!! I am just hoping you guys can let me know how your pgs are

going and if you would recommend getting pg first or waiting until

after the surgery. I know it doesn't matter, because it will happen

when it happens, but I am scared to death to see that negative this

month. I was so sure I would get pg on my first month of clomid and

was absolutely devastated. If I get pg this month, the baby will be

due the day after my first child passed away. So, this is obviously

an emotional decision, but your stories and experiences would help

me greatly!! Thanks sooo much:)

Love,

a