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K,

I completely understand what you mean about not wanting

to be the " Fat Mom " because I always dreamed of being the

mom who helped out at school, etc. Right now, I weigh

250lbs and I am 5'2 " . I am small boned, so I cannot blame

any of the weight on that. I have recently gotten to the

point that the weight is just too much. I talked to hubby

tonight and we decided together to try one more month and

then we are going to focus 100% on the surgery. In the

meantime, I am going to have my doctor submit my claim to

the insurance to get that done. We have been trying for 2

years now, so I am not too optimistic about getting pg this

month, but I don't want to live wondering " what if? " So, I

guess in 27 days, I will know exactly which direction I am

going in. Hopefully, my insurance will accept me without

problems and I can have the surgery in September. What a

great b-day and anniversary present!! Of course, a baby

would get wonderful too:) Just have to count myself blessed

regardless of which way this goes!! Thanks for your honest

opinion. I am glad you are doing well during your pg and

your little Noah is soooo adorable!!

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