just needed to cry to someone!

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Hi everyone!

I'm just way overwhelmed and frustrated. I think that I mentioned on here

before that my little brother Joey was killed in a car accident in November.

It's been really hard, and things have been happening one after another so that

I really haven't like, dealt with it I guess you would say. Xavier got sick,

and I had to have surgery, (found out we couldn't have anymore kids because

of complications from the surgery, I had to have a partial hysterectomy that I

am now ALSO having complications from.) Anyway, this has all been so

stressful and just enough already!

On Wednesday last week, my best friend called me. Her husbands brother

killed himself, walked up to the park by his parents house, put a gun in his

mouth

and shot himself. I have to explain, that and I have been friends for

over 10 years, since we were 12, and she grew up with my little brother with

me, so his death hit her almost as hard as it hit me. Her husband and my

husband have been best friends for 10 years too. So this is like, lifelong

relationships that have been just shattered. I feel like this has happened

twice...we were just as close to each others siblings as we were to each other,

and

now they are both gone. I feel like I just can't catch a break! I just want some

time to get over or deal with even one thing, and I can't do it.

I'm sorry, I know that this is totally off subject, but I am so frustrated

and sad...

Jen and Lance

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