Re: Feeling ignored - Beth & Kristi

[Guest guest]

Hi Beth and Kristi!

A whole lot of the folks on here are going to Durham this week and

aren't posting, so it will be almost a ghost town for about a week. I

only got 16 emails this morning, when usually, it is about 65 just from

this list. Some of these folks have promised to post pictures and

details. The list " energy " seems less when so many folks are gone at

once, that's for sure!

Just because a lot of people are gone, that doesn't mean nobody wants

you on the team, though! You *are* the team now that you've made your

choice and as you get through the process, you'll be helping new people,

too.

Hugs!

Beth wrote:

>

> Hi Kristi!

> Thank you for writing that! I have been feeling alone as well.

> Yesterday, I cried all day long. Even on this mail list, I feel like

> the little fat girl who is standing on the sidelines because no one

> wants her on their team.

> I am struggling with feelings of guilt also. Guilty because I am

> sooooo jealous of these wonderful ladies having their surgery this

> week. I read their excitement and want it to be ME! I see how close

> they are and want to be one of them. I really need friends who I can

> tell all this to. Friends who know where I am coming from.

> I will be yours if you will be mine =)

> Beth

>

>

> >

> > HI,

> > This is Kristi again. I have posted 3 times in the

> > last few days and nobody will reply. (this does not

> > include Dinah & ). I have noticed how close you

> > all seem to be, but don't you have room for a few

> > more. I have noticed also that I am also not the only

> > new one here in the last week and I have seen no

> > responses to them either. Unless you replied

> > privately that is. Anyway, I am just curious, is

> > EVERYBODY heading out? If so, then I know you don't

> > want to talk about anything else right now, and I

> > TOTALLY understand that. If this is the case, just

> > write as soon as you get back, I am sure you will have

> > even MORE you can tell us then!

> > Thanks and Godspeed to all who are on the way to the

> > OTHER side.

> > Take care!

> > Kristi (wanting to talk to someone )

> >

> > __________________________________________________

> >