I feel fatty, I feeel skiny, la la la la....

[Guest guest]

Hmmm. Do I feel fat today because I got on the scale yesterday at

the gym and was up two pounds after spending a couple of days sick,

and discovering that the extra skin hanging down when I do a cat

stretch is so incredibly much, it makes my Bassets look svelte, or

Do I feel light and skinny because I went down a size and I can now

do FOUR knee raises?

Sigh. Here's a concept: How about I just don't think about it and

do what's in front of me today? My body confusion will work itself

out...it doesn't need input from me.

Eat well, exercise, get some chores done, plant the garden and enjoy

the day. It's not often I have a space in life where everything is

good, no major problems. I'm going to enjoy it while I can and not

muck it up with useless obsessive or self-defeating thinking.

I'm going to loooove myself! And that includes my body.

Vicki A.

[Guest guest]

Hmmm. Do I feel fat today because I got on the scale yesterday at

the gym and was up two pounds after spending a couple of days sick,

and discovering that the extra skin hanging down when I do a cat

stretch is so incredibly much, it makes my Bassets look svelte, or

Do I feel light and skinny because I went down a size and I can now

do FOUR knee raises?

Sigh. Here's a concept: How about I just don't think about it and

do what's in front of me today? My body confusion will work itself

out...it doesn't need input from me.

Eat well, exercise, get some chores done, plant the garden and enjoy

the day. It's not often I have a space in life where everything is

good, no major problems. I'm going to enjoy it while I can and not

muck it up with useless obsessive or self-defeating thinking.

I'm going to loooove myself! And that includes my body.

Vicki A.

[Guest guest]

A woman at work today had the same outfit on as me. I mentioned it to her

and she seemed annoyed. I thought how shallow. Then I realized that she was

probably a 22W

For some reason, I felt like we were the same size. I guess we never get

over it.

Fay Bayuk

**300/170

10/23/01

Dr.

Open RNY 150 cm

[Guest guest]

A woman at work today had the same outfit on as me. I mentioned it to her

and she seemed annoyed. I thought how shallow. Then I realized that she was

probably a 22W

For some reason, I felt like we were the same size. I guess we never get

over it.

Fay Bayuk

**300/170

10/23/01

Dr.

Open RNY 150 cm