Guest guest Posted April 18, 2003 Report Share Posted April 18, 2003 , I want to thank you for your courage in posting your message. I have been so depressed all day. I still binge and I'm 2- 1/2 years out. I was afraid to post anything because I was afraid of getting chewed out (no pun intended). I mean, I know what I'm supposed to eat and what I'm not supposed to eat and how much, and how I should do my protein shakes, but knowing and doing are two different things. I know I have to work the tool to make it work, but sometimes I don't have it in me. I've been very depressed for a few weeks (psychiatrist just adjusted my meds today) and nothing seems to bring me joy. I used to love walks and now that the weather is breaking I thought I'd be walking all the time. I just don't have the energy. My psychologist said my depression is using up all my energy. I'm just glad you posted, , and I glad it inspired others to share. I could have written your post myself. Again, thank you. in Akron Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2003 Report Share Posted April 18, 2003 , I want to thank you for your courage in posting your message. I have been so depressed all day. I still binge and I'm 2- 1/2 years out. I was afraid to post anything because I was afraid of getting chewed out (no pun intended). I mean, I know what I'm supposed to eat and what I'm not supposed to eat and how much, and how I should do my protein shakes, but knowing and doing are two different things. I know I have to work the tool to make it work, but sometimes I don't have it in me. I've been very depressed for a few weeks (psychiatrist just adjusted my meds today) and nothing seems to bring me joy. I used to love walks and now that the weather is breaking I thought I'd be walking all the time. I just don't have the energy. My psychologist said my depression is using up all my energy. I'm just glad you posted, , and I glad it inspired others to share. I could have written your post myself. Again, thank you. in Akron Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2003 Report Share Posted April 18, 2003 I was afraid to post anything because I was afraid of > getting chewed out (no pun intended). Hi ....I have been thinking a lot about this.......the conclusion that I came to is this.......I would certainly " hope " that no one would chew you out in the sense of saying " you idiot what the heck are doing " ........I am thinking that it is more of a hurting/understanding soul reaching out to another.......one that understands what it is like to " backslide " and wants to try and hurry up and counsel you in trying to either not go there.......or hurry up and snap outta it. We have all been on the self loathing trip after a " fall " .......when I see someone admitting to being in a state of despair I know I just want to reach thru the computer and convey all the love and hope to that person that I can possible muster. Well, like I said....I guess I can't speak for everyone and I know there are certainly different personality types here........but I would like to think that this is what everyone intends........... P. My Mantra > , I want to thank you for your courage in posting your > message. I have been so depressed all day. I still binge and I'm 2- > 1/2 years out. I mean, I know what I'm > supposed to eat and what I'm not supposed to eat and how much, and > how I should do my protein shakes, but knowing and doing are two > different things. I know I have to work the tool to make it work, > but sometimes I don't have it in me. I've been very depressed for a > few weeks (psychiatrist just adjusted my meds today) and nothing > seems to bring me joy. I used to love walks and now that the weather > is breaking I thought I'd be walking all the time. I just don't have > the energy. My psychologist said my depression is using up all my > energy. I'm just glad you posted, , and I glad it inspired > others to share. I could have written your post myself. Again, > thank you. > in Akron > > > Homepage: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Graduate-OSSG > > Unsubscribe: mailto:Graduate-OSSG-unsubscribe > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2003 Report Share Posted April 18, 2003 I was afraid to post anything because I was afraid of > getting chewed out (no pun intended). Hi ....I have been thinking a lot about this.......the conclusion that I came to is this.......I would certainly " hope " that no one would chew you out in the sense of saying " you idiot what the heck are doing " ........I am thinking that it is more of a hurting/understanding soul reaching out to another.......one that understands what it is like to " backslide " and wants to try and hurry up and counsel you in trying to either not go there.......or hurry up and snap outta it. We have all been on the self loathing trip after a " fall " .......when I see someone admitting to being in a state of despair I know I just want to reach thru the computer and convey all the love and hope to that person that I can possible muster. Well, like I said....I guess I can't speak for everyone and I know there are certainly different personality types here........but I would like to think that this is what everyone intends........... P. My Mantra > , I want to thank you for your courage in posting your > message. I have been so depressed all day. I still binge and I'm 2- > 1/2 years out. I mean, I know what I'm > supposed to eat and what I'm not supposed to eat and how much, and > how I should do my protein shakes, but knowing and doing are two > different things. I know I have to work the tool to make it work, > but sometimes I don't have it in me. I've been very depressed for a > few weeks (psychiatrist just adjusted my meds today) and nothing > seems to bring me joy. I used to love walks and now that the weather > is breaking I thought I'd be walking all the time. I just don't have > the energy. My psychologist said my depression is using up all my > energy. I'm just glad you posted, , and I glad it inspired > others to share. I could have written your post myself. Again, > thank you. > in Akron > > > Homepage: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Graduate-OSSG > > Unsubscribe: mailto:Graduate-OSSG-unsubscribe > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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