failing miserably :(

[Guest guest]

Stopped home for a shower and to change. My 48 yr old husband was

rushed to the hospital last night with atrial fibrillation after

passing out on our kitchen floor. We were up all night in CCIU

while he got testing.

Every chance I got I ate in a listless stupor with no thought for

what or where...cookies, chocolate, pretzels, frozen yogurt, alittle

here and alittle there just eating aimlessly each time he was taken

down for another test...add to that a ton of caffeine that has put

me in some sort of twilight as I head back to the hospital.

Just when I thought I had a handle on how to maintain and not turn

to food as a crutch a crisis comes along and proves me no better

then I was 1.5 yrs ago. It is so depressing and I hate myself for

doing this.

If any of you are prayer warriors out there, we sure do covet your

prayers. needs to snap back into a normal rhythm and we need

to figure out why he snapped out of it.

Thanks,

Carol G.

[Guest guest]

Stopped home for a shower and to change. My 48 yr old husband was

rushed to the hospital last night with atrial fibrillation after

passing out on our kitchen floor. We were up all night in CCIU

while he got testing.

Every chance I got I ate in a listless stupor with no thought for

what or where...cookies, chocolate, pretzels, frozen yogurt, alittle

here and alittle there just eating aimlessly each time he was taken

down for another test...add to that a ton of caffeine that has put

me in some sort of twilight as I head back to the hospital.

Just when I thought I had a handle on how to maintain and not turn

to food as a crutch a crisis comes along and proves me no better

then I was 1.5 yrs ago. It is so depressing and I hate myself for

doing this.

If any of you are prayer warriors out there, we sure do covet your

prayers. needs to snap back into a normal rhythm and we need

to figure out why he snapped out of it.

Thanks,

Carol G.