Re: Re:feeling fat/seeing fat

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 4/9/03 9:32:25 PM US Eastern Standard Time,

diana_11_6@... writes:

> I guess these may be issues far too complex to talk about with all of you,

> and

> maybe it veers off the original topic, but this is where the thought

> process took

> me. Hope you all don't mind the ride!

>

>

Don't worry -- people talk about this stuff all the time. Everyone has the

same anxieties. It feels crazy, since you look great on the " outside " and

everyone is telling you so. But then you get undressed and feel awful all

over again.

I've had some plastics, but my thighs are still very flabby and the skin is

very loose. I was at the pool and saw a heavy woman with beautiful skin. For

a minute, I envied her that smooth, almost childlike (i.e., full of fat)

skin. Then I woke up to remember what I have gained with all of this. But for

a moment there I was ready to trade it all for one smooth, fat thigh.

I am so weird.

hugs,

Ann

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 4/9/03 9:32:25 PM US Eastern Standard Time,

diana_11_6@... writes:

> I guess these may be issues far too complex to talk about with all of you,

> and

> maybe it veers off the original topic, but this is where the thought

> process took

> me. Hope you all don't mind the ride!

>

>

Don't worry -- people talk about this stuff all the time. Everyone has the

same anxieties. It feels crazy, since you look great on the " outside " and

everyone is telling you so. But then you get undressed and feel awful all

over again.

I've had some plastics, but my thighs are still very flabby and the skin is

very loose. I was at the pool and saw a heavy woman with beautiful skin. For

a minute, I envied her that smooth, almost childlike (i.e., full of fat)

skin. Then I woke up to remember what I have gained with all of this. But for

a moment there I was ready to trade it all for one smooth, fat thigh.

I am so weird.

hugs,

Ann