Explicit-delete if you're prudish

[Guest guest]

OMG. Seems like every day brings a new challenge. Anyone who thinks

for a minute that losing weight will make them gorgeous and solve

their problems is way out in la la land.

It's one thing to discover that just when I feel like being more

active in exercise, my back is starting to hurt when I walk from my

hanging pannus.

It's another thing to be feeling more amorous and wanting to revive a

pretty dead sex life only to open my eyes during and see waves and

rolls of hanging flesh. I had to do a doubletake to see how many

hanging breasts I had. It definitely ruined the moment for me. It's

really gross.

It's hard to reconcile my elation with my newfound energy and health,

not to mention the oh so fresh boost I got from going down a size,

with this hideous looking body I have.

I know the soonest I will be able to have ps is the end of the year.

My initial thoughts are " what am I supposed to do? Have sex on by

back with my arms squeezed for the next year? Wear support garments

to bed? Blinfold my husband and not let touch me between my hips and

shoulders? "

Boy, oh boy, I am really going to have to be mature about this, give

myself a good, long talking to and convince myself that it is

temporary and part of the process. I need to get that yucky image

out of my mind before it settles in and makes itslef part of my body

image.

And, damn it, I'm going to have to work extra hard to blind my

husband with sex and food so he won't notice so much!

Sigh.

The good news is, I can now do 4 FOUR knee raises!

A feeble onward ho..yippe ay yippe ay yaaaayy......

Vicki A.

[Guest guest]

OMG. Seems like every day brings a new challenge. Anyone who thinks

for a minute that losing weight will make them gorgeous and solve

their problems is way out in la la land.

It's one thing to discover that just when I feel like being more

active in exercise, my back is starting to hurt when I walk from my

hanging pannus.

It's another thing to be feeling more amorous and wanting to revive a

pretty dead sex life only to open my eyes during and see waves and

rolls of hanging flesh. I had to do a doubletake to see how many

hanging breasts I had. It definitely ruined the moment for me. It's

really gross.

It's hard to reconcile my elation with my newfound energy and health,

not to mention the oh so fresh boost I got from going down a size,

with this hideous looking body I have.

I know the soonest I will be able to have ps is the end of the year.

My initial thoughts are " what am I supposed to do? Have sex on by

back with my arms squeezed for the next year? Wear support garments

to bed? Blinfold my husband and not let touch me between my hips and

shoulders? "

Boy, oh boy, I am really going to have to be mature about this, give

myself a good, long talking to and convince myself that it is

temporary and part of the process. I need to get that yucky image

out of my mind before it settles in and makes itslef part of my body

image.

And, damn it, I'm going to have to work extra hard to blind my

husband with sex and food so he won't notice so much!

Sigh.

The good news is, I can now do 4 FOUR knee raises!

A feeble onward ho..yippe ay yippe ay yaaaayy......

Vicki A.