Guest guest Posted February 24, 2003 Report Share Posted February 24, 2003 Hello everyone. I am mainly a lurker, get online and read for info purposes, don't chat much, but I've reached a point where I need assistance. I have had " something happen " within me. I am almost 18 months post-op, had lap rny in Nov. 01, going good, doing well. Exercise by walking 3 miles a day --well, I've let myself slip lately and haven't been as faithful, gotten lazy. But the real issue is within. I am starving. I am hungry. I want to eat! This weekend I bought two candy bars and ate them slowly, but I ate them! I don't want to gain any of this weight back (lost 111). I weigh 175 and not at goal. But that would come IF I were to have the t.t., which I have no intention on doing, as I did this for my health. And I do feel so much better. Ya know how people say, " I don't know how they could let themselves get fat again after losing all that weight! " ?? Well, I can see how easily it could happen, but letting yourself graze, eating the wrong foods, etc., slowly, it could creep back on. It's time to make a very serious assessment of my situation and get a grip on the situation. I have never been to a support group, as I live out in the boondocks, and have always posted online at AMOS for all my questions, concerns, and now this site. PLEASE does anyone else out there feel this same fear? Today I've gotten back on the protein shakes (I've had two Designer shakes mixed w/frozen fruit, crushed ice, a little 2% milk and a little Five Alive juice.. Also had a little serving of lasagna from the deli next door for lunch. And right now I AM HUNGRY! I mean it's like the old days. I need some advice for the first time since my surgery! Thank you for listening. I do not want to gain my weight back. I would rather die. Maxine Hines Logan WV Lap rny 11/02/01 Was 286 Off all meds Now 175 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 24, 2003 Report Share Posted February 24, 2003 Hello everyone. I am mainly a lurker, get online and read for info purposes, don't chat much, but I've reached a point where I need assistance. I have had " something happen " within me. I am almost 18 months post-op, had lap rny in Nov. 01, going good, doing well. Exercise by walking 3 miles a day --well, I've let myself slip lately and haven't been as faithful, gotten lazy. But the real issue is within. I am starving. I am hungry. I want to eat! This weekend I bought two candy bars and ate them slowly, but I ate them! I don't want to gain any of this weight back (lost 111). I weigh 175 and not at goal. But that would come IF I were to have the t.t., which I have no intention on doing, as I did this for my health. And I do feel so much better. Ya know how people say, " I don't know how they could let themselves get fat again after losing all that weight! " ?? Well, I can see how easily it could happen, but letting yourself graze, eating the wrong foods, etc., slowly, it could creep back on. It's time to make a very serious assessment of my situation and get a grip on the situation. I have never been to a support group, as I live out in the boondocks, and have always posted online at AMOS for all my questions, concerns, and now this site. PLEASE does anyone else out there feel this same fear? Today I've gotten back on the protein shakes (I've had two Designer shakes mixed w/frozen fruit, crushed ice, a little 2% milk and a little Five Alive juice.. Also had a little serving of lasagna from the deli next door for lunch. And right now I AM HUNGRY! I mean it's like the old days. I need some advice for the first time since my surgery! Thank you for listening. I do not want to gain my weight back. I would rather die. Maxine Hines Logan WV Lap rny 11/02/01 Was 286 Off all meds Now 175 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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