PRE-OP OUT OF CONTROL EATING

[Guest guest]

Hi All --

Have a 3/22 date (lap GBP - awaiting approval) and am now raging out

of control w/ my eating. I was doing okay until about 2 weeks ago

when all H - E - double hockey stick broke loose.

Feel that I'm not ready for the changes forced upon post-op. Kinda

like the panic you'd think you'd feel facing leaping out of the plane

on a first-time skyjump.

ly, I feel so free w/ eating the way I do -- not weighing, not

measuring, not caring . . . I know that sounds so juvenile but it's

really how I feel and also the motivation behind my 200# weight gain

in the last 10 years. I hate dieting!!!!!!!!

On the other hand, I'm dying physically and emotionally -- the latter

b/c how small my world has become being 5'0 " and 325 lbs. I can't

stand long or walk much and I have to be graphically honest here -- I

can't even wipe my butt well anymore. Whew, I feel so much better

having said that. I never said that last part to anyone.

Been reading the posts in the last week or so but haven't posted

much. I just needed to get this off my chest and haven't anywhere or

anyone else who would listen. Hope it's okay here.

Thanks, V.

[Guest guest]

Hi All --

Have a 3/22 date (lap GBP - awaiting approval) and am now raging out

of control w/ my eating. I was doing okay until about 2 weeks ago

when all H - E - double hockey stick broke loose.

Feel that I'm not ready for the changes forced upon post-op. Kinda

like the panic you'd think you'd feel facing leaping out of the plane

on a first-time skyjump.

ly, I feel so free w/ eating the way I do -- not weighing, not

measuring, not caring . . . I know that sounds so juvenile but it's

really how I feel and also the motivation behind my 200# weight gain

in the last 10 years. I hate dieting!!!!!!!!

On the other hand, I'm dying physically and emotionally -- the latter

b/c how small my world has become being 5'0 " and 325 lbs. I can't

stand long or walk much and I have to be graphically honest here -- I

can't even wipe my butt well anymore. Whew, I feel so much better

having said that. I never said that last part to anyone.

Been reading the posts in the last week or so but haven't posted

much. I just needed to get this off my chest and haven't anywhere or

anyone else who would listen. Hope it's okay here.

Thanks, V.