RE: If you knew you were going to gain weight regardless would you eat what you want

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Yeah, I will admit that before my revision because of a disrupted staple

line...I pretty much ate what I wanted and as much as I wanted. It was

almost like...well HECK I can....and I WON'T be able to later...so I am

GOING to do it! I did. Gained 67 pounds before surgery...and fortunately

the revision got me back under control...and I lost the 67 pounds. I am

not proud...but that is what I did.

Debbie in Gig Harbor

ladybostons@...

http://www.cafeshops.com/copsstore

[Guest guest]

Yeah, I will admit that before my revision because of a disrupted staple

line...I pretty much ate what I wanted and as much as I wanted. It was

almost like...well HECK I can....and I WON'T be able to later...so I am

GOING to do it! I did. Gained 67 pounds before surgery...and fortunately

the revision got me back under control...and I lost the 67 pounds. I am

not proud...but that is what I did.

Debbie in Gig Harbor

ladybostons@...

http://www.cafeshops.com/copsstore

[Guest guest]

When my SLD happened, and I was stuck in Paper Limboland for 4 months, I

swayed back 'n forth. I stuck with gallons of protein to cut cravings, dent

my appetite and did all that. But I did make forays into forbidden territory

a few times. Just no regularly.

I didn't trust that I'd actually GET on that table--something would happen

to prevent it

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If you knew you were going to gain weight

regardless would you eat what you want

> I am just curious to who would go ahead and eat what they wanted if

> they knew because of mechanical failure they would gain weight

> anyway? The reason I ask this is if none of you would do this then

> maybe I do have a bigger problem than I orginally thought. I do eat

> what I want right now because I know in a few months I will never be

> able to eat it again at least for awhile because with my fistula

> repair I have to start all over with eating that really sucks but

> yet it could be just what I need. I am almost 4 years out I don't

> remember what it was like to be so full after a few bites. I am

> really scared and starting to use food to cope. I can't believe

> what I did yesterday after a good friend called to check on how my

> grandma is doing who is back in the hospital and dying and asked

> when I would be seeing my counselor again? She said I don't know

> much about your surgery or what you will be having done but I

> noticed you are gaining weight and I have seen what you are eating

> and you tell others not to eat that stuff. I said great you notice

> it too! She just wanted to catch me before my next counseling

> appointment. I was so angry after she said that and guess what I

> did I ate one granola bar then a half hour later another and then

> another it doesn't stop there of course I ate a Pop Tart Pastry

> swirl and some Twizzlers. I of course got really sick and had to go

> lay down I wanted to go vomit but have never been able to since I

> had surgery except when I had obstructions. Then you think I

> would've learned but for dinner I had a couple of slices of Pizza

> and a little while later I was so nauseus, dizzy, head pounding and

> heart racing the just wanted to die feeling. I can't believe what I

> did to get over the dumping I put an ice pack on my head then went

> outside barefooted with no coat on and a short sleeve shirt to my

> car to get my CD changer out of the trunk. It was like 30 degrees

> outside and I am asking for pneumonia but it helped ease the dumping

> plus I figured if I get a cold or the flu or what ever I would loose

> weight because I wouldn't be able to eat much. I get sick the week

> I am on my period so regardless of what I eat I get dumping which is

> odd. I am finished with my period today so the dumping has eased

> and can eat the foods in moderation that gave me dumping then. I

> have so much going on and I know most of us do I can't believe the

> habits that I thought were gone forever came back full force. I

> guess I never dealt with them before and the surgery just puts them

> in remission until we are given something that seems impossible to

> deal with or we develop mecahnical failure I don't know I am only

> guessing. I do know however as soon as I have the surgery to fix my

> fistula which may end up being a total revision again I won't know

> until he gets in there but I will be afraid to eat again and the

> whole cycle will start all over again. I know I need help and until

> I typed this out I was in denial about how bad my problem really

> is. The problem I have with getting help is I need to find someone

> who understands the surgery and the restrictions we have its not

> like before where we could eat until we puked but then again I guess

> it is if we eat past what our little pouches can hold. I keep

> telling myself that everything will be fine after I have surgery its

> the failing mechanics that is causing me to do this but we all know

> that is not true so I was in denial I guess I still am. I am so

> scared! I don't know what to do?

>

> Anyone relate with what I am saying?

>

> Kristy

>

>

>

> Homepage: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Graduate-OSSG

>

> Unsubscribe: mailto:Graduate-OSSG-unsubscribe

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

When my SLD happened, and I was stuck in Paper Limboland for 4 months, I

swayed back 'n forth. I stuck with gallons of protein to cut cravings, dent

my appetite and did all that. But I did make forays into forbidden territory

a few times. Just no regularly.

I didn't trust that I'd actually GET on that table--something would happen

to prevent it

Thanks,

Vitalady, Inc. T

www.vitalady.com

If you are interested in PayPal, please click here:

https://secure.paypal.com/affil/pal=vitalady%40bigfoot.com

If you knew you were going to gain weight

regardless would you eat what you want

> I am just curious to who would go ahead and eat what they wanted if

> they knew because of mechanical failure they would gain weight

> anyway? The reason I ask this is if none of you would do this then

> maybe I do have a bigger problem than I orginally thought. I do eat

> what I want right now because I know in a few months I will never be

> able to eat it again at least for awhile because with my fistula

> repair I have to start all over with eating that really sucks but

> yet it could be just what I need. I am almost 4 years out I don't

> remember what it was like to be so full after a few bites. I am

> really scared and starting to use food to cope. I can't believe

> what I did yesterday after a good friend called to check on how my

> grandma is doing who is back in the hospital and dying and asked

> when I would be seeing my counselor again? She said I don't know

> much about your surgery or what you will be having done but I

> noticed you are gaining weight and I have seen what you are eating

> and you tell others not to eat that stuff. I said great you notice

> it too! She just wanted to catch me before my next counseling

> appointment. I was so angry after she said that and guess what I

> did I ate one granola bar then a half hour later another and then

> another it doesn't stop there of course I ate a Pop Tart Pastry

> swirl and some Twizzlers. I of course got really sick and had to go

> lay down I wanted to go vomit but have never been able to since I

> had surgery except when I had obstructions. Then you think I

> would've learned but for dinner I had a couple of slices of Pizza

> and a little while later I was so nauseus, dizzy, head pounding and

> heart racing the just wanted to die feeling. I can't believe what I

> did to get over the dumping I put an ice pack on my head then went

> outside barefooted with no coat on and a short sleeve shirt to my

> car to get my CD changer out of the trunk. It was like 30 degrees

> outside and I am asking for pneumonia but it helped ease the dumping

> plus I figured if I get a cold or the flu or what ever I would loose

> weight because I wouldn't be able to eat much. I get sick the week

> I am on my period so regardless of what I eat I get dumping which is

> odd. I am finished with my period today so the dumping has eased

> and can eat the foods in moderation that gave me dumping then. I

> have so much going on and I know most of us do I can't believe the

> habits that I thought were gone forever came back full force. I

> guess I never dealt with them before and the surgery just puts them

> in remission until we are given something that seems impossible to

> deal with or we develop mecahnical failure I don't know I am only

> guessing. I do know however as soon as I have the surgery to fix my

> fistula which may end up being a total revision again I won't know

> until he gets in there but I will be afraid to eat again and the

> whole cycle will start all over again. I know I need help and until

> I typed this out I was in denial about how bad my problem really

> is. The problem I have with getting help is I need to find someone

> who understands the surgery and the restrictions we have its not

> like before where we could eat until we puked but then again I guess

> it is if we eat past what our little pouches can hold. I keep

> telling myself that everything will be fine after I have surgery its

> the failing mechanics that is causing me to do this but we all know

> that is not true so I was in denial I guess I still am. I am so

> scared! I don't know what to do?

>

> Anyone relate with what I am saying?

>

> Kristy

>

>

>

> Homepage: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Graduate-OSSG

>

> Unsubscribe: mailto:Graduate-OSSG-unsubscribe

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

I did exactly the same thing when I found out about my SLD. Those

feelings of despair, the why me's, etc., but also knowing that I

would have it fixed come hell or high water lead to that last meal

syndrome...you know, eat whatever I want because I'll never be able

to have it again ...except it lasted for 6 months until the stomach

transection. I suppose I was " lucky " that I only gained back 17

pounds.

But, the surgery is now working just fine, and all is well with the

world. )

in NJ

***********************

> Yeah, I will admit that before my revision because of a disrupted

staple line...I pretty much ate what I wanted and as much as I

wanted. It was almost like...well HECK I can....and I WON'T be able

to later...so I am GOING to do it! I did. Gained 67 pounds before

surgery...and fortunately the revision got me back under

control...and I lost the 67 pounds. I am not proud...but that is what

I did.

>

> Debbie in Gig Harbor

> ladybostons@p...

> http://www.cafeshops.com/copsstore

[Guest guest]

I did exactly the same thing when I found out about my SLD. Those

feelings of despair, the why me's, etc., but also knowing that I

would have it fixed come hell or high water lead to that last meal

syndrome...you know, eat whatever I want because I'll never be able

to have it again ...except it lasted for 6 months until the stomach

transection. I suppose I was " lucky " that I only gained back 17

pounds.

But, the surgery is now working just fine, and all is well with the

world. )

in NJ

***********************

> Yeah, I will admit that before my revision because of a disrupted

staple line...I pretty much ate what I wanted and as much as I

wanted. It was almost like...well HECK I can....and I WON'T be able

to later...so I am GOING to do it! I did. Gained 67 pounds before

surgery...and fortunately the revision got me back under

control...and I lost the 67 pounds. I am not proud...but that is what

I did.

>

> Debbie in Gig Harbor

> ladybostons@p...

> http://www.cafeshops.com/copsstore

[Guest guest]

> What I forgot to mention is that I have gained back 50lbs from my

all time lowest weight. I don't know why my friend waited until now

to say something unless it really shows? I don't know? What I do

know is I need to ask her why she said anything and tell her she

needs to be careful about what she says about my weight. She never

once said anything while I was morbidly obese but to say something

now really bothers me because I know I am gaining weight I just

can't stop it. I don't know how much experience the counselor I am

seeing has with eating issues. I have never been diagnosed with a

eating disorder so I don't know. Its just very hard to find someone

who understands the surgery I had.

Kristy

[Guest guest]

> What I forgot to mention is that I have gained back 50lbs from my

all time lowest weight. I don't know why my friend waited until now

to say something unless it really shows? I don't know? What I do

know is I need to ask her why she said anything and tell her she

needs to be careful about what she says about my weight. She never

once said anything while I was morbidly obese but to say something

now really bothers me because I know I am gaining weight I just

can't stop it. I don't know how much experience the counselor I am

seeing has with eating issues. I have never been diagnosed with a

eating disorder so I don't know. Its just very hard to find someone

who understands the surgery I had.

Kristy

[Guest guest]

When I had my sld, I was miserably sick, so I really didn't go all out

and binge. However, the mind was willing, but the body just wasn't

cooperating. Would have done the " last Meal " syndrome every morning,

noon and night, had I had the opportunity.

Regina

[Guest guest]

When I had my sld, I was miserably sick, so I really didn't go all out

and binge. However, the mind was willing, but the body just wasn't

cooperating. Would have done the " last Meal " syndrome every morning,

noon and night, had I had the opportunity.

Regina