Re: So you are saying because you didn't know if you would able to have yours fixed

March 3, 2003

I wasn't actually HUNGRY, as such. Although my SL was D, it wasn't gone. I

could eat a reasonable adult amount, not like before, though. And not like

today with an intact but " mature " pouch.

BUT, like you, I was nauseated quite a bit. That helped a lot.

But no, I didn't feel FREE to eat whatever. I was actually buying a few

things in larger sizes before I even needed them because, in my mind, I was

already there. After all, I was SLD, it HAD to happen. Right?

Even after I got the approval, it was just a few days before Xmas, so had to

wait to get scheduled in Jan. Even then, I was so sure something would

prevent it. My initial surgery was hard won, so the fears were always there

that I would go back to that pre-op stage, unable to walk or breathe. I was

paralyzed, pretty much.

BUT I was not perfect, either. With the letter in my hand, I felt safe for

brief moments.

But then, how stupid IS THIS? I was only 5 months post- rev when I had the

Peeps Incident. So, obviously the terrors can hide for brief periods. Sigh.

Thanks,

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So you are saying because you didn't know if you

would able to have yours fixed

> Since you didn't know if you were going to be able to have yours

> fixed that kept you from getting into forbidden territory? That

> sounds like a good reason to not try it out. I can't but I wish I

> could stay filled up with protein shakes or they would cut the

> cravings. I know after I get this fixed it will happen again and

> that will be great.

>

> Kristy

> > When my SLD happened, and I was stuck in Paper Limboland for 4

> months, I

> > swayed back 'n forth. I stuck with gallons of protein to cut

> cravings, dent

> > my appetite and did all that. But I did make forays into forbidden

> territory

> > a few times. Just no regularly.

> >

> > I didn't trust that I'd actually GET on that table--something

> would happen

> > to prevent it

> >

> > Thanks,

> >

> > Vitalady, Inc. T

> > www.vitalady.com

> >

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March 3, 2003