I am back

[Guest guest]

Well,

I guess that I cannot keep a good thing away for too long. I had to come back to

these groupos because 1) you know what it is like to go through this painful

disability called obesity, and 2) you all offer the support that I need right

now. The truth is that I may be headed closer to weight loss surgery than I

thought. But there is still a long way to go. In fact, I find myself at an

awkward place now because I am feeling like every step I take toward improvement

I have to take two steps back, I was told today (Monday) not to go back to the

church that I was visiting for the past 2 weeks because with my obesity comes a

certain amount of oder that had been somewhat noticeable. The minister sayed

that until I had the surgery that I can participate online, but that was it.

In addition, it turns out that I may have been unintentionally running away some

of my health care aids because of the attention that is needed to help care for

me. Namely this includes helping to clean the folds under my skin where the oder

is comming from (with the fungus and all.) So now I am back here retreating

under the safety of the online support groups because I feel so alone right now,

and I have no idea what to do anymore!

Yours in Weight Loss Surgery,

[Guest guest]

Well,

I guess that I cannot keep a good thing away for too long. I had to come back to

these groupos because 1) you know what it is like to go through this painful

disability called obesity, and 2) you all offer the support that I need right

now. The truth is that I may be headed closer to weight loss surgery than I

thought. But there is still a long way to go. In fact, I find myself at an

awkward place now because I am feeling like every step I take toward improvement

I have to take two steps back, I was told today (Monday) not to go back to the

church that I was visiting for the past 2 weeks because with my obesity comes a

certain amount of oder that had been somewhat noticeable. The minister sayed

that until I had the surgery that I can participate online, but that was it.

In addition, it turns out that I may have been unintentionally running away some

of my health care aids because of the attention that is needed to help care for

me. Namely this includes helping to clean the folds under my skin where the oder

is comming from (with the fungus and all.) So now I am back here retreating

under the safety of the online support groups because I feel so alone right now,

and I have no idea what to do anymore!

Yours in Weight Loss Surgery,