I'm freak'n out over here!!!!!!!

February 15, 2004

My surgery is in 12 days and i'm freaking out! everything has gone wrong

since day one.

i STILL haven't met my surgeon! every time i go see him they say he stepped

out and i see his assistant or an intern! Cleveland Clinic in Florida has been

a nightmare! i've re-done all my tests twice because they lose my paperwork.

they call me and tell me that i need to meet with some dr. i tell them i

already met with that dr. last week. they say " sorry didn't know " i keep

thinking

everything is a sign not to go through with it. they told me i can't be sick two

weeks prior to surgery, well guess what i'm sick! is that another sign? i've

been through hell with my job for the time off. i've been through hell with

the hospital. i keep calling the hospital to ask questions and they NEVER return

my calls!

what should i do? after seven months of this crap should i cancell my

surgery. it's only 12 days away. or should i just go through with it? i haven't

slept

in days worrying about this.

February 15, 2004