's Update:

January 9, 2004

Hiya everyone,

I thought I would give a short update. I've been having problems with the

doctor that did my surgery and his nurse who is primarily a psychiatric nurse.

I've left numerous calls for help and other things and no go, no dice,

nothing. They don't answer my calls. I did send an e-mail to the nurse and she

wrote back very rudely - or my opinion of it was she was very rude - saying that

I

have to get over my problems (which is true) and that she had her own

problems but she wasn't allowing it to affect her. I have had a lot of

disappointments and pain this past year, and I am glad to put them in the past,

but they

were affecting my diet and plan and program. I still get the carb cravings when

nerves are going and I'm upset. Please understand I realize I must stop this

and control this, and I am finally giving it the better go it deserves. So

now, jumping a month or two forward, the doctor and nurse sends me a letter

saying they are moving out of state down to land near Baltimore, which is a

good 2 hour drive for me. I am furious really - because I think the doctor - I

feel I know the doctor and nurse both - are thinking of themselves alone and

not of their patients who are either stuck (and he had patients into 2005!)

and need to find another doctor or like me - post op and don't have a doctor. I

think it's a good thing though - because reading here about blood work and

all that...He and his nurse never did that. All they did was weigh me, take

down some personal information, which would usually end up me getting lectured

about why I am on so many psych meds, and then maybe a kind word or two, lastly

a B-12 shot. ::shrug:: Something finally says - though I lost weight and

have progressed - he and she weren't doing the best or the fullest job they

should have been. I should have listened to myself before the surgery. The

doctor

did not inform me much and he left me with a very bitter outlook. Well -

this is all water under the bridge, but I thought I'd finally say it and get it

out and off my chest. Right now, I am recovering from the holidays and sadly a

stay in the hospital (not GB related). Thank you for listening. And for

listening to me rant mostly.

Take care, be well, and much love!

May 2004 be a great and wonderful year for us all!

Sincerely,

~*~**~ /Seta/Anneia/Ari ~**~*~

~ those who are different change the world those

who are the same keep it that way ~

Thank you to " Master Akane " for allowing me to use this quote in my

signature.

I am not aware of who the originating author is. But it's too true to pass

up.

It's how I feel as well. Enjoy it.

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January 9, 2004