Re: If my tool worked the way it was supposed to I wouldn't do this to myself!

[Guest guest]

Kristy,

Have you consider discussing this with your counselor? I know it

is hard. It is the hardest thing in the world for me to discuss gaining

weight, body image, poor eating choices, etc. I am seriously considering

going back to a therapist for a while. I won't those wonderful food

demons to go away and they just keep creeping back. Don't loose hope.

We have all been in the same boat at some point in our journey.

Lori Owen - Denton, Texas

CHF 4/14/01 479 lbs.

SRVG 7/16/01 401 lbs.

Current Weight 335

Dr. Ritter/Dr. Bryce

On Mon, 03 Mar 2003 02:38:02 -0000 " krissy77klw "

writes:

> If my tool was working the way it is supposed to I don't think I

> would well I know I wouldn't eat as erratically as I do.

>

> I would get full and stay full that would be great little hunger and

>

> very little dumping because the food wouldn't empty two ways and go

>

> into my old bypassed stomach. I can't believe too that I let myself

>

> gain back 50lbs. Yes I had or still have that same attitude that

> because I have a mechanical problem and it will be fixed in May I

> can eat anything and everything I want until then because I won't be

>

> able to have it again for a long time. I had a proximal RNY almost 4

>

> years ago.

>

> Kristy

> > Yeah, I will admit that before my revision because of a disrupted

>

> staple

> > line...I pretty much ate what I wanted and as much as I wanted. It

>

> was

> > almost like...well HECK I can....and I WON'T be able to later...so

>

> I am

> > GOING to do it! I did. Gained 67 pounds before surgery...and

> fortunately

> > the revision got me back under control...and I lost the 67 pounds.

>

> I am

> > not proud...but that is what I did.

> >

> > Debbie in Gig Harbor

> > ladybostons@p...

> > http://www.cafeshops.com/copsstore

>

>

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>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Kristy,

Have you consider discussing this with your counselor? I know it

is hard. It is the hardest thing in the world for me to discuss gaining

weight, body image, poor eating choices, etc. I am seriously considering

going back to a therapist for a while. I won't those wonderful food

demons to go away and they just keep creeping back. Don't loose hope.

We have all been in the same boat at some point in our journey.

Lori Owen - Denton, Texas

CHF 4/14/01 479 lbs.

SRVG 7/16/01 401 lbs.

Current Weight 335

Dr. Ritter/Dr. Bryce

On Mon, 03 Mar 2003 02:38:02 -0000 " krissy77klw "

writes:

> If my tool was working the way it is supposed to I don't think I

> would well I know I wouldn't eat as erratically as I do.

>

> I would get full and stay full that would be great little hunger and

>

> very little dumping because the food wouldn't empty two ways and go

>

> into my old bypassed stomach. I can't believe too that I let myself

>

> gain back 50lbs. Yes I had or still have that same attitude that

> because I have a mechanical problem and it will be fixed in May I

> can eat anything and everything I want until then because I won't be

>

> able to have it again for a long time. I had a proximal RNY almost 4

>

> years ago.

>

> Kristy

> > Yeah, I will admit that before my revision because of a disrupted

>

> staple

> > line...I pretty much ate what I wanted and as much as I wanted. It

>

> was

> > almost like...well HECK I can....and I WON'T be able to later...so

>

> I am

> > GOING to do it! I did. Gained 67 pounds before surgery...and

> fortunately

> > the revision got me back under control...and I lost the 67 pounds.

>

> I am

> > not proud...but that is what I did.

> >

> > Debbie in Gig Harbor

> > ladybostons@p...

> > http://www.cafeshops.com/copsstore

>

>

> Homepage: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Graduate-OSSG

>

> Unsubscribe: mailto:Graduate-OSSG-unsubscribe

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

<If this helps too I forgot to mention that I had a proximal RNY

almost 4 years ago and if my tool worked the way it was supposed to

I would've never gained the 50lbs. I probally would still be

starving myself but I got tired of how I felt when I was doing

that. Some of it was self imposed the rest was due to obstructions

I had. The minute I found out that eating more was ok and made me

feel better well I was at a happy medium for a short time but then I

noticed I could eat more and more which I find out now is due to the

fistula. What I don't understand is I could still be starving

myself and never gained the weight because of the fistula causing so

much pain and agony if I would stick to eating solid protein which I

wish I would've. I wouldn't have this problem either if my surgeon

wouldn't have told me I would gain weight regardless in hopes that I

would get it fixed soon. I know I took this the wrong way going to

gain weight might as well eat what I want. What I didn't realize is

if I would eat the healthier foods then the weight gain wouldn't be

so bad or if I would've exercise more. I could beat myself up for

this for days but now for some reason I don't even care oh well

damage done will be getting it fixed soon. Weight I gained will be

gone soon too! SO What?

Kristy

> If my tool was working the way it is supposed to I don't think I

> would well I know I wouldn't eat as erratically as I do.

>

> I would get full and stay full that would be great little hunger

and

> very little dumping because the food wouldn't empty two ways and

go

> into my old bypassed stomach. I can't believe too that I let

myself

> gain back 50lbs. Yes I had or still have that same attitude that

> because I have a mechanical problem and it will be fixed in May I

> can eat anything and everything I want until then because I won't

be

> able to have it again for a long time. I had a proximal RNY almost

4

> years ago.

>

> Kristy

> > Yeah, I will admit that before my revision because of a

disrupted

> staple

> > line...I pretty much ate what I wanted and as much as I wanted.

It

> was

> > almost like...well HECK I can....and I WON'T be able to

later...so

> I am

> > GOING to do it! I did. Gained 67 pounds before surgery...and

> fortunately

> > the revision got me back under control...and I lost the 67

pounds.

> I am

> > not proud...but that is what I did.

> >

> > Debbie in Gig Harbor

> > ladybostons@p...

> > http://www.cafeshops.com/copsstore

[Guest guest]

<If this helps too I forgot to mention that I had a proximal RNY

almost 4 years ago and if my tool worked the way it was supposed to

I would've never gained the 50lbs. I probally would still be

starving myself but I got tired of how I felt when I was doing

that. Some of it was self imposed the rest was due to obstructions

I had. The minute I found out that eating more was ok and made me

feel better well I was at a happy medium for a short time but then I

noticed I could eat more and more which I find out now is due to the

fistula. What I don't understand is I could still be starving

myself and never gained the weight because of the fistula causing so

much pain and agony if I would stick to eating solid protein which I

wish I would've. I wouldn't have this problem either if my surgeon

wouldn't have told me I would gain weight regardless in hopes that I

would get it fixed soon. I know I took this the wrong way going to

gain weight might as well eat what I want. What I didn't realize is

if I would eat the healthier foods then the weight gain wouldn't be

so bad or if I would've exercise more. I could beat myself up for

this for days but now for some reason I don't even care oh well

damage done will be getting it fixed soon. Weight I gained will be

gone soon too! SO What?

Kristy

> If my tool was working the way it is supposed to I don't think I

> would well I know I wouldn't eat as erratically as I do.

>

> I would get full and stay full that would be great little hunger

and

> very little dumping because the food wouldn't empty two ways and

go

> into my old bypassed stomach. I can't believe too that I let

myself

> gain back 50lbs. Yes I had or still have that same attitude that

> because I have a mechanical problem and it will be fixed in May I

> can eat anything and everything I want until then because I won't

be

> able to have it again for a long time. I had a proximal RNY almost

4

> years ago.

>

> Kristy

> > Yeah, I will admit that before my revision because of a

disrupted

> staple

> > line...I pretty much ate what I wanted and as much as I wanted.

It

> was

> > almost like...well HECK I can....and I WON'T be able to

later...so

> I am

> > GOING to do it! I did. Gained 67 pounds before surgery...and

> fortunately

> > the revision got me back under control...and I lost the 67

pounds.

> I am

> > not proud...but that is what I did.

> >

> > Debbie in Gig Harbor

> > ladybostons@p...

> > http://www.cafeshops.com/copsstore