Kinda Mad and

[Guest guest]

I just wanted to weight in on this kinda! hahahaha

Really.

I had the same feeling as both of you and I find it odd.

At first I would just get pissed that so and so just loved me now, when 12

months ago I was not fit to be spoken to.

I really had to work on that and I had to work on receiving a complement too.

Person " A " would say to me " Oh Merilee you look so great, you must feel so

wonderful! " .

I would smile and say " Yes, I do. " End....

In my mind what I heard was you " fat pig you finally lost weight " and on and

on.... Really weird, I know. But very true. Now here is the really

weird part, internally I've started judging fat people and looking at them

like I was looked at. Now I don't hate them or anything like that. I just

know that my mind has shifted and I find it very unsettling. I'm going to

let it at that, cause I can't explain myself.

Meri

Oregon

[Guest guest]

I just wanted to weight in on this kinda! hahahaha

Really.

I had the same feeling as both of you and I find it odd.

At first I would just get pissed that so and so just loved me now, when 12

months ago I was not fit to be spoken to.

I really had to work on that and I had to work on receiving a complement too.

Person " A " would say to me " Oh Merilee you look so great, you must feel so

wonderful! " .

I would smile and say " Yes, I do. " End....

In my mind what I heard was you " fat pig you finally lost weight " and on and

on.... Really weird, I know. But very true. Now here is the really

weird part, internally I've started judging fat people and looking at them

like I was looked at. Now I don't hate them or anything like that. I just

know that my mind has shifted and I find it very unsettling. I'm going to

let it at that, cause I can't explain myself.

Meri

Oregon