Guest guest Posted September 18, 2007 Report Share Posted September 18, 2007 Judy,For some reason I didn't get your post so I will "piggy back" on Tony. I am so sorry that you are in such pain. I know what that is like...a deep bone and muscle pain for me when I'm flaring. I am flaring right now. You are not crazy...you are in pain. Extreme pain can be horrendous and affect us unbelieveably. There have been times when I bawled and just begged God to see me through. Words are cheap in this situation as to what I can say to you. But know this, I will be praying for you...always. If you would like to talk with me in the faith chat room, I will come at anytime you ask...just let me know. There's more that I would like to say but it would be more appropriate to talk to you there plus it's instant messaging and that is a good thing.God Bless you always,BeckyTony wrote: Hang in there Judy. I wish there was more I could offer you than just words. I'd give ya a big hug if I was there. Know, too, that you are not alone...and you're not crazy, you're just human like the rest of us. I think I speak for many here when I say that we know what you are going through and how tough it can be just to get through the day. Honestly, there are days when I would sell my soul for 5 minutes of relief...and there are the darker times that I have gone to bed in so much pain that I prayed my eyes would close and never open again. But we get through these tough times. Despite all of it, somehow, somewhere we find the strength and courage to go on. Most of the time we go on not for ourselves but for those around us...for me, it is my teenage children. What would their world be like without me? That thought keeps me going, especially when I get to the point that I want to throw in the towel. Hopefully your flare will subside soon...and the doc (is this a new one?) will be able to provide some relief. You are in our thoughts and prayers... Peace, Tony > > I am absolutly miserable. I hurt so much that I want to cry but no > tears come. I HATE THIS DISEASE. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF HURTING SO MUCH. > MY PAIN IS CURRENTLY MORE THAN I CAN POSSIBLEY STAND. > > I hurt so much I am afraid to go to bed because each day when I wake up > it is worse. > > I am in a flare that is giving me both muscle and bone pain. I am > absolutely worn out from the pain. There is currently no relief. > > I wish that someone was here to talk to, this is really upsetting. I > will see Dr. Baughman for the first time next week. > > When I woke up today I was hurting worse than I ever have. I am tired > of feeling sick. If anyone that knows me walks up to me and tells me > how great I look I think I will bite off their head. > > I just don't know how I will be tolerating this pain without wanting to > hado anything to get some pain relief. Maybe they could knock me out or > put me in an artificial coma. Becky I think I'm going or I am already > crazy. I have had this crummy disease since 1971, and right now I don't > have the strength to even pray. I am so miserable. > > I am take life one hour at a time. I just feel so fatigued and my whole > body is screaming out in pain. > > I also bumped my legs with my walker so I now have three blisters that > have broken on my legs. My leg tissue is so fragile from the MRSA that > my skin breaks down if I just happen to bump my legs I will get a > blister that brakes and can take weeks to heal e3ven with using the > silver pads that I have left from my fall last summer. I made an > appointment with the wound specialist for the 19th. > > I am so very tired, were is a coma when you need one. Someone just > knock me out until this passes. > > Judy in PA > Catch up on fall's hot new shows on Yahoo! TV. Watch previews, get listings, and more! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 18, 2007 Report Share Posted September 18, 2007 Judy,For some reason I didn't get your post so I will "piggy back" on Tony. I am so sorry that you are in such pain. I know what that is like...a deep bone and muscle pain for me when I'm flaring. I am flaring right now. You are not crazy...you are in pain. Extreme pain can be horrendous and affect us unbelieveably. There have been times when I bawled and just begged God to see me through. Words are cheap in this situation as to what I can say to you. But know this, I will be praying for you...always. If you would like to talk with me in the faith chat room, I will come at anytime you ask...just let me know. There's more that I would like to say but it would be more appropriate to talk to you there plus it's instant messaging and that is a good thing.God Bless you always,BeckyTony wrote: Hang in there Judy. I wish there was more I could offer you than just words. I'd give ya a big hug if I was there. Know, too, that you are not alone...and you're not crazy, you're just human like the rest of us. I think I speak for many here when I say that we know what you are going through and how tough it can be just to get through the day. Honestly, there are days when I would sell my soul for 5 minutes of relief...and there are the darker times that I have gone to bed in so much pain that I prayed my eyes would close and never open again. But we get through these tough times. Despite all of it, somehow, somewhere we find the strength and courage to go on. Most of the time we go on not for ourselves but for those around us...for me, it is my teenage children. What would their world be like without me? That thought keeps me going, especially when I get to the point that I want to throw in the towel. Hopefully your flare will subside soon...and the doc (is this a new one?) will be able to provide some relief. You are in our thoughts and prayers... Peace, Tony > > I am absolutly miserable. I hurt so much that I want to cry but no > tears come. I HATE THIS DISEASE. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF HURTING SO MUCH. > MY PAIN IS CURRENTLY MORE THAN I CAN POSSIBLEY STAND. > > I hurt so much I am afraid to go to bed because each day when I wake up > it is worse. > > I am in a flare that is giving me both muscle and bone pain. I am > absolutely worn out from the pain. There is currently no relief. > > I wish that someone was here to talk to, this is really upsetting. I > will see Dr. Baughman for the first time next week. > > When I woke up today I was hurting worse than I ever have. I am tired > of feeling sick. If anyone that knows me walks up to me and tells me > how great I look I think I will bite off their head. > > I just don't know how I will be tolerating this pain without wanting to > hado anything to get some pain relief. Maybe they could knock me out or > put me in an artificial coma. Becky I think I'm going or I am already > crazy. I have had this crummy disease since 1971, and right now I don't > have the strength to even pray. I am so miserable. > > I am take life one hour at a time. I just feel so fatigued and my whole > body is screaming out in pain. > > I also bumped my legs with my walker so I now have three blisters that > have broken on my legs. My leg tissue is so fragile from the MRSA that > my skin breaks down if I just happen to bump my legs I will get a > blister that brakes and can take weeks to heal e3ven with using the > silver pads that I have left from my fall last summer. I made an > appointment with the wound specialist for the 19th. > > I am so very tired, were is a coma when you need one. Someone just > knock me out until this passes. > > Judy in PA > Catch up on fall's hot new shows on Yahoo! TV. Watch previews, get listings, and more! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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