Re: For PamScary Moment Today

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Hi Pam- Wow that does sound scarey and strange, that happens to me even when i had haircuts and my body size was the same, but i understand what you wrote and see how it could of been scarey.................Arent husbands great ? What a guy to tell you and to let you know that everything is ok...................... I was at work on Wednesday and one of the girls up front called out my name and said " Oh Colleen............something arrived for you , and there was this huge bouquet of flowers and a delivery person asking if i was Colleen...............I was so suprised and could not figure out why my husband would of sent them, and the card read like this " To the Skinny Lady who never gets enough flowers" I was so touched and it was so funny that he said the " skinny lady" Husbands gotta love them......... Pam you need to post us a picture of the sweet special Pam that you are ! Colleensweetnlow20012001 wrote: Hi everyone. I wanted to share something with you. Today, I decided to change my hair style. My hair was shoulder length but now I have it cut in what we refer to as the Holly Berry style. Yes, I went for ultra short. It fits my face and actually looks so much better than having all that hair especially since I lost so much weight in my face.After getting my hair cut, we went to the store. I had gone through the store and caught a glimpse of myself in a mirror. I backed up and for a few moments, I did not recognize myself. My husband saw the look of worry on my face and he said are you alright. It was just a weird feeling. I really got depressed and to be honest, I really

am not sure why I got depressed. I do not and never will I ever miss the way I used to look. Then to make matters worse, my youngest son said to me "Mom, I did not know that was you. I thought you were someone else". I know that his not recognizing me was because of the drastic hair cut. He told me that he loved me but said he was confused there for a moment.I suppose it was the hair cut for me too but it was too strange...it was down right scary and believe it or not...for a moment I did not like the person that I saw in the mirror. I think that some of the things that people have said to me surfaced. Things like you are too small. Your face is so trim. I think that I never wanted to look like that. To me for a moment, it was as if time stood still and I really got to see how I look. I don't know. I am sure that yet again, I am just going through some sort of

hormonial thing. Even though I am experiencing this, I am so thankful and I don't regret having the surgery because it saved my life.Thanks for listening.Pam Marsh

Colleen

[Guest guest]

Hi Pam- Wow that does sound scarey and strange, that happens to me even when i had haircuts and my body size was the same, but i understand what you wrote and see how it could of been scarey.................Arent husbands great ? What a guy to tell you and to let you know that everything is ok...................... I was at work on Wednesday and one of the girls up front called out my name and said " Oh Colleen............something arrived for you , and there was this huge bouquet of flowers and a delivery person asking if i was Colleen...............I was so suprised and could not figure out why my husband would of sent them, and the card read like this " To the Skinny Lady who never gets enough flowers" I was so touched and it was so funny that he said the " skinny lady" Husbands gotta love them......... Pam you need to post us a picture of the sweet special Pam that you are ! Colleensweetnlow20012001 wrote: Hi everyone. I wanted to share something with you. Today, I decided to change my hair style. My hair was shoulder length but now I have it cut in what we refer to as the Holly Berry style. Yes, I went for ultra short. It fits my face and actually looks so much better than having all that hair especially since I lost so much weight in my face.After getting my hair cut, we went to the store. I had gone through the store and caught a glimpse of myself in a mirror. I backed up and for a few moments, I did not recognize myself. My husband saw the look of worry on my face and he said are you alright. It was just a weird feeling. I really got depressed and to be honest, I really

am not sure why I got depressed. I do not and never will I ever miss the way I used to look. Then to make matters worse, my youngest son said to me "Mom, I did not know that was you. I thought you were someone else". I know that his not recognizing me was because of the drastic hair cut. He told me that he loved me but said he was confused there for a moment.I suppose it was the hair cut for me too but it was too strange...it was down right scary and believe it or not...for a moment I did not like the person that I saw in the mirror. I think that some of the things that people have said to me surfaced. Things like you are too small. Your face is so trim. I think that I never wanted to look like that. To me for a moment, it was as if time stood still and I really got to see how I look. I don't know. I am sure that yet again, I am just going through some sort of

hormonial thing. Even though I am experiencing this, I am so thankful and I don't regret having the surgery because it saved my life.Thanks for listening.Pam Marsh

Colleen