having a very bad physical and mental day.

[Guest guest]

My dear friends,

I am going through one of those horrible mental state days. Each day

for the last couple of days I have become more and more down and feel

terrible mentally. I h ave written to the group several times when I

went through this in the past.

I just feel worthless, so very tired of the pain, frightened by the

future and suicidal. I know that this is not the answer, Tracie has

talked to me about these feelings in the past. I intellectually know

that my seratonin receptors are not working because of the N/S and

that there are time that my chemistry is mixed up by the N/S.

I am trying so hard to put these feeling in perspective but they are

so darn uncomfortable. And most of all I feel so terrible. I wish

these feelings would go away. They come out of nowhere for no

apparent reason. I am taking my medications as prescribed and I have

told the doctor how I am feeling, he has supported me through several

of these episodes in the past.

I wish that I know how to stop this, I just need some mental relief

from this feelings of doom and being worthless.

Thanks for listening.

Judy in PA

[Guest guest]

My dear friends,

I am going through one of those horrible mental state days. Each day

for the last couple of days I have become more and more down and feel

terrible mentally. I h ave written to the group several times when I

went through this in the past.

I just feel worthless, so very tired of the pain, frightened by the

future and suicidal. I know that this is not the answer, Tracie has

talked to me about these feelings in the past. I intellectually know

that my seratonin receptors are not working because of the N/S and

that there are time that my chemistry is mixed up by the N/S.

I am trying so hard to put these feeling in perspective but they are

so darn uncomfortable. And most of all I feel so terrible. I wish

these feelings would go away. They come out of nowhere for no

apparent reason. I am taking my medications as prescribed and I have

told the doctor how I am feeling, he has supported me through several

of these episodes in the past.

I wish that I know how to stop this, I just need some mental relief

from this feelings of doom and being worthless.

Thanks for listening.

Judy in PA