HI

January 10, 2005

I Just got home from the dr's he asked me a bunch of ?? and said

that he would like me to go to the hospital but i won't. and he

asked me to contact within the week the psy. exp if things get worse

or if i see i am slashing any. i AM NOT. but he did put me on

something for the migraines i cannot remember what and have to wait

to get some $ before i get it so next week i will. anyway D. i went

out to the cassino for supper tonight it cost 24$ and we really

don't have it but we needed to have some time away from the

computers and tv and phones. we DID TALK and it may have helped time

will tell. anwyay i told him everything on how i feel and he DID

UNDERSTAND but before i we did that i went to a friends to talk to

her for a few hours adn i had a coffee with her as she is like a

shut in due to she goes in for the 'h' surgery on march 7th and has

been having problems with her men [husband and boys] also i tookher

dog a butcher bone so we were able to talk she as Ebony is a large

lab that demands attention. anyway i do feel alittle better also the

dr is doing a full blood scan even the starvation one and wants me

to get some other tests and said the painpills he is putting me on

for my migraines he doesn't want me to go on anything else for my

legs and feet but told me it won't hurt to have a joint when it get

bad. and gave me a perscripition [but i really have to be bad for me

to do that but atleast my dh's bother is a dealer in another town.

but i really have to be bad as i have only had 1 in the past yr.

anyway i also have to have a liver enzeme tests and an ultra sound &

x-rays on basically my whole body as he wants to check to see if i

am storing the meds up in any organ esp. my heart as i am swelling

up. and he did put a cc to the nurse practioner anyway i either will

be told i am 'normal' but probaly they will tell me i am unique

cause aren't we spose to be. but one nice thing is he said it ISN'T

MY IMAGINATION something is causing the problem. anyway it was nice

just to be acknowledged and not told i am faking it. anwyay i got to

go as i haven't had my feet up all day and they are so swollen i

better get them up. oh i just about forgot to tell you i had an eye

apt and guess what the eye dr. said my eyes are too sensitive as the

light [he cannot do the drops due to i am allergice to them] really

hurt and i then told him i had been diagnosed since i went there

last time with primary progressive MS and he said he didn't want to

give me the yeck 'b' word as he said in 2 yrs i will need them. but

my eyes did change and so did the prism part needs to be increased

due to the weaker eye muscles. anwyay later k

January 10, 2005