Re: [SPAM]Re: [SPAM] cytoxan

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I guess now that there is another Jackie I should put Jackie from Wisconsin. And you are welcome. I am glad you are better mood, that helps a lot.

I know what you feel about being in heaven. I told Jim I needed to know why I am still living. What good am I? He really didn't have an answer except to say I was his reason for living. Wow does that put the pressure on me.

I also know about the feeling of flare up. My NS started with a sinus infection so every time I get a sniffle I freak. I don't want to go through that again. I know that I will and I know I will get worse and it scares the hell out of me. One day at a time I guess.

Sorry I am running off at the fingers again. (I mean mouth)

Take care and know I am praying for you and all of us.

Jackie from Wisconsin

[sPAM] cytoxan>>>> Hey Guys,>> Just looking for a little sympathy; I cannot start the cytoxan therapy> because of a low white count. I have an appointment with ahematologist> on the 19th. My rheumatologist wants to make sure the Imuran didn't> make the bone marrow "sick". I know the wbc's are made in the marrow> and after I stopped the Imuran I had gone back to normal. This is my 6> week blood work after my first normal (almost) wbc. Well, thank you> guys for being there and listening. I can't say I would have ever> though I was looking forward to chemotherapy but I just want to feel> better.>> Thanks for everything....>> Terri>

[Guest guest]

I guess now that there is another Jackie I should put Jackie from Wisconsin. And you are welcome. I am glad you are better mood, that helps a lot.

I know what you feel about being in heaven. I told Jim I needed to know why I am still living. What good am I? He really didn't have an answer except to say I was his reason for living. Wow does that put the pressure on me.

I also know about the feeling of flare up. My NS started with a sinus infection so every time I get a sniffle I freak. I don't want to go through that again. I know that I will and I know I will get worse and it scares the hell out of me. One day at a time I guess.

Sorry I am running off at the fingers again. (I mean mouth)

Take care and know I am praying for you and all of us.

Jackie from Wisconsin

[sPAM] cytoxan>>>> Hey Guys,>> Just looking for a little sympathy; I cannot start the cytoxan therapy> because of a low white count. I have an appointment with ahematologist> on the 19th. My rheumatologist wants to make sure the Imuran didn't> make the bone marrow "sick". I know the wbc's are made in the marrow> and after I stopped the Imuran I had gone back to normal. This is my 6> week blood work after my first normal (almost) wbc. Well, thank you> guys for being there and listening. I can't say I would have ever> though I was looking forward to chemotherapy but I just want to feel> better.>> Thanks for everything....>> Terri>