IT'S FOR REAL !!!

[Guest guest]

Hi Everybody....

Well reality just set in about 12PM when I called the surgery hotline

to see what time my surgery was scheduled for tomorrow. I'm the

first of the day so I have to be at KPR at 0700 for an 0800 start.

Funny thing, I've not felt even a little excited about having my

surgery tomorrow or even nervous until that phone call. NOW it all

seems real. Making my final decision was easy after a year and a

half of learning from all of you and I thank you all from the bottom

of my heart for all your love and support.

I want to thank all of you who have stuck with me and supported me

while I was trying to do it on my own one more time. There have been

times when I've felt like I was not a part of this group becuase I

didn't think I deserved to be as I was not going ahead with the

actual surgery (just being honest here) but, now that I am going

ahead and taking the leap of faith to the other side, I am so glad to

know I have people I will be able to count on for friendship,love and

support

I can't believe it's actually going to happen tomorrow.

Love, Hugs and best wishes for a great holiday season,

Gordy