Re: ok, no pep talks please......

[Guest guest]

I did that too for the same reasons and felt the same guilt! Ok no

pep talk.....dont do it!!

LOL Huggles

>

> this afternoon, while studying for the CSET (test to be a

teacher), I

> couldn't stop..... I went in the kitchen and got one FRITO (king

size)

> and sucked it to smithereens (and swallowed it!)!! As you know I'm

> still on clear liquids for another week, and then full liquids for

two

> weeks (I'll be one week out tomorrow). Don't give me any of

those " get

> back on the wagon speaches! Just remind me why that was dumb and

it

> could really hurt me (but it didn't seem to). I was so craving

salt

> right then and broth just didn't sound as good. I spent about 10

> minutes on that dumb thing turning it to liquid before swallowing.

> After all the good care I took of Randy, and him of me, I actually

> SNUCK in an took it like a thief in the night! I feel like such a

rat!

> I even told Randy about it to try and clean my dirty guilty

feelings!

> AGGGHHHHH! I have never felt guilt over food! ( Randy felt so bad

for

> me and said 'oh poor baby " I wasn't hungry feeling, but it was so

> satisfying to taste salt and frito, I didn't want any more,

ohhhhhh

> DARN!

> HUGS! Sue in Palmdale

>

[Guest guest]

yup I did it too! I bought a big bag of cheez-its snack mix and was putting it in small individual bags for my son and I just couldnt resist the urge to eat just one sourdough piece! Same guilt!!

Barbara (LTLJSMOM)

Dr. Fisher

12/12/05

Orientation: 284.5

Surgery: 250

Today: 223..ish

Goal: 125-130

From: Diane Duenas Sent: Monday, January 09, 2006 6:43 PMTo: gastric-bypass-support-kaiser-patients Subject: Re: ok, no pep talks please......

I did that too for the same reasons and felt the same guilt! Ok no pep talk.....dont do it!!LOL Huggles>> this afternoon, while studying for the CSET (test to be a teacher), I > couldn't stop..... I went in the kitchen and got one FRITO (king size) > and sucked it to smithereens (and swallowed it!)!! As you know I'm > still on clear liquids for another week, and then full liquids for two > weeks (I'll be one week out tomorrow). Don't give me any of those "get > back on the wagon speaches! Just remind me why that was dumb and it > could really hurt me (but it didn't seem to). I was so craving salt > right then and broth just didn't sound as good. I spent about 10 > minutes on that dumb thing turning it to liquid before swallowing. > After all the good care I took of Randy, and him of me, I actually > SNUCK in an took it like a thief in the night! I feel like such a rat! > I even told Randy about it to try and clean my dirty guilty feelings! > AGGGHHHHH! I have never felt guilt over food! ( Randy felt so bad for > me and said 'oh poor baby" I wasn't hungry feeling, but it was so > satisfying to taste salt and frito, I didn't want any more, ohhhhhh > DARN!> HUGS! Sue in Palmdale>

[Guest guest]

Only difference is I didnt swallow LOL LOL LOL just sucked it to

pulp and spit it out.

> >

> > this afternoon, while studying for the CSET (test to be a

> teacher), I

> > couldn't stop..... I went in the kitchen and got one FRITO (king

> size)

> > and sucked it to smithereens (and swallowed it!)!! As you know

I'm

> > still on clear liquids for another week, and then full liquids

for

> two

> > weeks (I'll be one week out tomorrow). Don't give me any of

> those " get

> > back on the wagon speaches! Just remind me why that was dumb and

> it

> > could really hurt me (but it didn't seem to). I was so craving

> salt

> > right then and broth just didn't sound as good. I spent about 10

> > minutes on that dumb thing turning it to liquid before

swallowing.

> > After all the good care I took of Randy, and him of me, I

actually

> > SNUCK in an took it like a thief in the night! I feel like such

a

> rat!

> > I even told Randy about it to try and clean my dirty guilty

> feelings!

> > AGGGHHHHH! I have never felt guilt over food! ( Randy felt so

bad

> for

> > me and said 'oh poor baby " I wasn't hungry feeling, but it was

so

> > satisfying to taste salt and frito, I didn't want any more,

> ohhhhhh

> > DARN!

> > HUGS! Sue in Palmdale

> >

>

>

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>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

And there are Fritos in the house because . . .

Tim -240

>

> this afternoon, while studying for the CSET (test to be a

teacher), I

> couldn't stop..... I went in the kitchen and got one FRITO (king

size)

> and sucked it to smithereens (and swallowed it!)!! As you know I'm

> still on clear liquids for another week, and then full liquids for

two

> weeks (I'll be one week out tomorrow). Don't give me any of

those " get

> back on the wagon speaches! Just remind me why that was dumb and

it

> could really hurt me (but it didn't seem to). I was so craving

salt

> right then and broth just didn't sound as good. I spent about 10

> minutes on that dumb thing turning it to liquid before swallowing.

> After all the good care I took of Randy, and him of me, I actually

> SNUCK in an took it like a thief in the night! I feel like such a

rat!

> I even told Randy about it to try and clean my dirty guilty

feelings!

> AGGGHHHHH! I have never felt guilt over food! ( Randy felt so bad

for

> me and said 'oh poor baby " I wasn't hungry feeling, but it was so

> satisfying to taste salt and frito, I didn't want any more,

ohhhhhh

> DARN!

> HUGS! Sue in Palmdale

>

[Guest guest]

Hey Sue, Im just checking in today, and no I wont give you speeches. I believe you've done all the finger pointing yourself. Im just glad that you recognize your error and hope that you wont do it again. Well take care, and stay away from thos fritos.. Love ya.. in LAsue mendez wrote: this afternoon, while studying for the CSET (test to be a teacher), I couldn't stop..... I went in the kitchen and got one FRITO (king size) and sucked it to smithereens (and swallowed it!)!! As you know I'm still on clear liquids for another week, and then full liquids for two weeks (I'll be one week out tomorrow). Don't give me any of those "get back on the wagon speaches! Just remind me why that was dumb and it could

really hurt me (but it didn't seem to). I was so craving salt right then and broth just didn't sound as good. I spent about 10 minutes on that dumb thing turning it to liquid before swallowing. After all the good care I took of Randy, and him of me, I actually SNUCK in an took it like a thief in the night! I feel like such a rat! I even told Randy about it to try and clean my dirty guilty feelings! AGGGHHHHH! I have never felt guilt over food! ( Randy felt so bad for me and said 'oh poor baby" I wasn't hungry feeling, but it was so satisfying to taste salt and frito, I didn't want any more, ohhhhhh DARN!HUGS! Sue in Palmdale