My Body is falling apart inch by inch

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Well Here is my latest tale of my body falling apart.

On September 25th when we were in the auto accident, it turn out that

I Completely tore my Right Rotator Cuff Big Time.

Two of the four tendons are gone and there is an extreme amount of

atrophy in the musches and anything left in my right shoulder.

I went for my post MRI follow up visit with my Ortho who is

extremelhy good. He said that he could not open my shoulder because

he felt sure that would reactivate the MRSA.

Since the acccident I have had sholder pain, numbness in my R habd

fingers and also thiis deep pain inside the right side of my neck. As

someone said recently God has a misconception of how strong I am.

I guess when the remaining two tendons and muscles tear and fall

apart my right arm will fall out.

But for a laugh figure this out. The MRSA ate away the attachments

that keeps my right knee cap in place. So I must always use a walker.

Now when I sit down I have to really watch when I get up so that

there is not to much pressure put on my right shoulder. This shoulder

is to badly damaged for any type of physical therapy.

I am just sick and tired of all this cr* & (*())(p. Having

Neurosarcpoid is bad enough. I don't need the rest of this stuff.

Yesterday we went to the state surplus store and purchased a real

wood small file cabinet, and two lamps. The file cabinet has some

scratches on it. I think that the scratch remover stuff will hide the

few scratches on it. and we also purchased two lamps. They are very

sturdy, Their the kind that you can swing the top part to go any

way you want the light to be. We also got twoboxes of industrial file

folders and eight packs of a-z dividnote for binders. These were all

quite a find. The cost for all of the stuff was $36.00

I am going to use the file cabinet which is one of those two drawer

file cabinets as an end table next to my lift chair. This was a great

find because things are always falling of my current end table which

everything is always falling off. This way I can file the papers and

magazines I haven't had time to read.

Some of the other good news is both my medication coverage has

changeed to a three tier payment system. Generic, Prefered brand

formulary and Non formulary. What really makes me mad is that they

charge Many things in the non formulary tier. These drugs would be

those who have been released but are copywrited for the next seven

years. I always use generics i9f they have one but paying a

nonformulary charge for insulin and blood glucose testing strips is

the pits.The cost of those things will really put us in the poor

house.

In april they are also going to change our medical insurance. I have

a choice , Fee for Service, HMO, and PPO. Has anyone out there had

PPO insurance, what did you think of it. We get more benefits but

have to pay a copay when I go to the doctor or obtain other services.

Thanks for listening to my tale of whoo (?) Can't remember how you

spell that word.

Also Tracie you can love Bob from a far but that's it. It took 44

years to train him.

A gentle hug to everyone.

Judy in PA