Feeling down

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Hi

It was good to hear from you.

This is my worst time of the year. I have Sarc arthritis bad and I

hurt everywhere. My husband said it will be much better when I get my

other eye done in two weeks because my brain is more screwed up than

it normally is because of the type of lens they put in my eye. I have

to train the muscles in my eye to move, this lens works for most

people and you do not need glasses in the end.

I also have sarc in my bone marrow. Which makes one very anemic. I

see a hematologist and get IV meds for it. But I can tell when my

RBC's are really down because I have fatigue on top of my regular

fatigue.

I've run out of words so will post more later.

Judy in PA

>

> It surre has been quiet around here lately. I'm feeling down today.

> It sure has been quiet around here all week. Went for my post op

check

> today everything was fine. Good to have some good news.

>

> I don't know about you but this is a bad time of year for me. I hope

> someone will check in and post. I feel lonely and down. Have been

> waking up with terrible back pain again. it's about a 9 out of 10.

>

> I am just sick of being sick. I know that there of lots of members

> who also are not doing well right now. I pray for all of us every

> day. It's strange how someone can have lots of intelectual insight

as to

> why I feel this way but it doesn't stop the feelings.

>

> I wish that there was affordiable counseling around here but what is

> available would cost me $50.00 an hour. Which is beyond what I could

> afford. I went for 5 sessions earlier this year and had to stop

because

> we ran out of money.

>

> Stu znc Grannylunitic miss reading your posts.

>

> Anyway hope to hear from others soon, I'm so very down and lonely.

Has

> anyone else felt like they wee alone in the middle of a crowd?

>

> Judy in PA

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