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Hi. My surgery is on Monday at 10:30-11.AM. I am now counting the

hours and I am just going because I made the decision and my time is

now. I deeply hope I have not made a mistake and will have digestive

problems the rest of my life. I feel quite prepared for anything,

however. There is no turning back now. I don't really want to but I

see I have some mixed feelings. I have been reading newsletters from

different sources and they warn me so deeply about continuting some of

my worst problems: Nibbling, snacking, spacing out, not being mindful,

using food to escape. These are my problems and I intend to spend the

next months getting over these problems or at least giving it my all.

In my marriage, I have never sworn to be faithful but I have been.The

consequences of not being faithful were just too terrible. Now I will

not swear not to nibble, etc or eat sweets but i will try not to.

Maybe the consequences are also just too terrible. Thanks again to all

of you here for getting me to the brink. Now I must just fall over the

cliff. Lilka