Guest guest Posted December 6, 2005 Report Share Posted December 6, 2005 Well most of you know I just can't get the 10% to come off. I have decided to take a break from the ever consuming mind set to reach the my goal weight to get a surgery date. I am sick and tired of measuring and counting calories and not eating the " wrong foods " to not have any results. I ATE 2 JACK IN THE BOX MONSTER TACOS A SMALL CURLY FRIES AND DRANK REAL SODA (the soda was too sweet) last night. MInd you I did have to run to the bathroom and I have a new explanation for " dumping " It felt so darn good to not feel guilty that I was eating the wrong food. I have been so good about staying away from fast food, but I just feel so angry at my body for not allowing me to lose. I have been going through this process since approval February 8th. Every waking minute my mind is on this surgery and my chances of leading a healthy life and getting rid of alot of ailments. I just want this surgery so bad and I often get so depressed I just want to cry and do some times. So I am taking a break from thinking " surgery, surgery, surgery " in my everyday thoughts. I will continue to eat healthy and forgive my self for the JACK incident and see where the New Year brings me. I already explained to my friends and family that they would not be getting my famous Christmas cookies this year as it would be too tempting to have them in my house. Next year at this time I plan on having had the surgery and will be back to baking away. Thanks for reading... Jeanne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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