Venting... not having a good day

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I don't even know where to start except that I feel like can't

accomplish a thing. Yesterday Sheldon was into everything all day, I

couldn't even go to the bathroom or turn around without him doing

something dangerous. He has no sense of danger and his receptive

language and social skills are so behind, he doesn't know what he

shouldn't be doing. I have a hard time keeping him safe.

Last night our cats knocked the Christmas tree over and it's broken.

It's still lying in the middle of the living room floor, all decorated

(meaning Sheldon's breaking ornaments) and I just can't face it. I

can't face getting and decorating another one.

Today Sheldon has been in pain and my only guess is that it's a

headache. He's been waking up at 4:30 in the morning with bad headaches

(I think that's the problem anyway, he can't tell us where it hurts).

He's been so fussy all afternoon and was refusing motrin but I finally

got some into him and it has helped so I have two hands again.

Christmas is almost here and I still have so much to do and no way to

do it...

Plus all of the other things that have happened lately that I won't go

into, including evidence of more regression.

Anyone know about this? Last night in the bath, Sheldon's forearm

looked blue. His hand seemed fine and it didn't seem to bother him, it

just looked blue. It wasn't ink or marker or anything on his arm. I

think it lasted about half an hour. No clue what it could have been or

if I should be concerned.

I know most of you have it a lot worse, I'm just down today.

Thanks for listening