Dr Baughman

[Guest guest]

Does anyone know when his nurse is in the office? I just can't

understand why they have not called, My pain has become intolerable,

I am losing my will to live. I was so excited about seeing him after

all the great things everyone has said about him.

Why are they abandoning me? If anyone has a visit scheduled or talkes

to them please ask why they are doing this to Joe and I. I know that

I am a good person and patient, it just does not make sense.

Animals are put out of their misery by compassionate people, why is

this happening to us. Joe needs treatment and I feel like such a

rotten parent, I can do nothing to help him.

If they would just tell me why,

I am considering leaving the group, I don't want to but it hurts so

much to hear all the wonderful praise for him and what he has done,

and here we sit abandoned. I xan't habdke this anymore. I am so tired

of cruing from the pain and neuro symptoms that I am exxperiencing.

I sure feel like there is no support for me out there. I have prayed

so much, I just don't know what to do.

Judy