Re: Tracie's life path & Marla

[Guest guest]

Marla & Tracie,

How are being able to let go of the past? I found it so difficult

remembering the freedom and busy life I had. What do you concentrate now to

stay busy and not dwell on your past life's experiences? I don't know what to

do with myself. I just keep searching for what is next for me...

Debbie T.Co-Moderator

>

> > Hi Tracie,

> > I was very impressed with what you are saying. I

> haven't been posting

> > because I have been going through a " good "

> period with the sarcoid but I've

> > been trying to read the msgs. I was dealing with the

> pain and I have

> > thought I was dealing well with all the brain

> dysfuntions. However I have

> > come to realize that I think the disease is

> progressing. A few months ago

> > my face (same side I had shingles last year) began to

> draw upward. My

> > thoughts are again fuzzy and I have now given up

> driving except to church

> > and drs. I have had an MRI of the brain but

> haven't gotten the results yet.

> > Even at my worst brain dysfunction my brain MRI's

> have been normal so I

> > don't expect anything different. I think I have

> never faced the grief of

> > losing the life I once had so I am going to do

> that..and in doing that I

> > know I will have to face some depression. Right now

> that " hole " in life is

> > what I am feeling. I know I will bounce back, but I

> need to take some time

> > and accept the new life. I just wanted you to know I

> appreciate all you do

> > and say. thank you

> >

> > Ruth

> > olehomepla@...

> >

> >

>

>

>

> --

> Marla Bramer

> Independent Beauty Consultant

> Kay

>

> mbramer@...

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> 'I know the plans I have for you, declared the Lord,

> 'plans to prosper you

> and not to harm you; Plans to give you a future and a hope