power

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i THINK THAT OUR SOCIETY SHAMES US SO MUCH ABOUT BEING FAT THAT WE

LOSE OUR POWER. wHEN i WAS IN THE nATIONAL aSSOC FOR THE aDVANCEMENT

OF fAT aCCEPTANCE, i REGAINED SOME POWER IN SPITE OF MY WEIGHT. wHEN

WE LOSE WEIGHT, WE REGAIN OUR POWER AND THAT GOES ON FOR A WHILE.

fINALLY, WE ARE JUST NORMAL AND WE HAVE TO COPE WITH OUR REAL SELVES.

i HATE THAT OUR SOCIETY DISEMPOWERS US. bUT WHEN WE ARE FAT AND

POWERFUL WE CAN LOSE THE POWER WHEN PAIN AND ILLNESS COMES ALONG. THEN

WE REALLY DO LOSE OUR POWER AND WE ARE DIABLED. i HAVE HATED THAT SO

MUCH. mY HUSBAND WORRIES THAT WHEN i LOSE THE WEIGHT, i WILL BECOME

AROGANT AND BOSSY. mAYBE IN THE PAST, BUT TODAY i AM TOO AWARE OF THIS

GAME WE PLAY WITH POWER AND TOO MAD AT THE WORLD THAT MAKES US FEEL

POWERLESS, UNSEXY, AND EVEN UNTOUCHABLE. i AM ALSO MUCH MORE HUMBLE

TODAY AND DETACHED FROM MY ACTUAL WEIGHT. oNLY THE PAIN BRINGS ME

DOWN.

lILKA

PS I am sorry about the caps. I hit the wrong button. It had nothing

to do with power.