ok, no pep talks please......

[Guest guest]

this afternoon, while studying for the CSET (test to be a teacher), I

couldn't stop..... I went in the kitchen and got one FRITO (king size)

and sucked it to smithereens (and swallowed it!)!! As you know I'm

still on clear liquids for another week, and then full liquids for two

weeks (I'll be one week out tomorrow). Don't give me any of those " get

back on the wagon speaches! Just remind me why that was dumb and it

could really hurt me (but it didn't seem to). I was so craving salt

right then and broth just didn't sound as good. I spent about 10

minutes on that dumb thing turning it to liquid before swallowing.

After all the good care I took of Randy, and him of me, I actually

SNUCK in an took it like a thief in the night! I feel like such a rat!

I even told Randy about it to try and clean my dirty guilty feelings!

AGGGHHHHH! I have never felt guilt over food! ( Randy felt so bad for

me and said 'oh poor baby " I wasn't hungry feeling, but it was so

satisfying to taste salt and frito, I didn't want any more, ohhhhhh

DARN!

HUGS! Sue in Palmdale