Guest guest Posted June 27, 2001 Report Share Posted June 27, 2001 , that was absolutely beautiful. Thanks for bringing a smile to my day!! Wendi My Little Masterpiece My Little Masterpiece Are you with me little one? Have the day's events soaked in once the day is done? Is the path that mommy chooses for you clear? I only do what I think is best for you my dear. I cannot stand to see you lost. It will be the end of me, before I allow my efforts tossed. Day in and day out, my mind is in constant motion. Thinking of ways to reach you & teach you. There is no end to my devotion. Do you go through the days that I have packed for you, in vain? Would you rather be outside, chasing the rainbows after the rain? Those miracle moments when your stare is so deep inside of me , These are treasures collected in my heart, like rare jewels that I will take to my destiny. How I wish, I could be so ethical, to accept you the way you were. To lie in the bed that GOD has made for me, yet I failed to deter. I wonder where you would be if I left you all alone. In your quiet mystical world, where one couldn't even hurt you with a stone. That place where you wouldn't be expected to perform and be up to par .. For your label would be your excuse and no one would've expected anything more. Yet, I have chosen to make you a part of this judgmental earth. And try to defeat the cards that life dealt to me, the day of your birth. I pray every night, that you forgive me for being so head strong and ambitious. Perhaps I do take the definition of " tough love " a bit too viscous. One thing is for sure my love, maybe one day you will understand. That mommy loves you with a passion that some would never comprehend. Though, I work with you through cries and screams, and have even dodged a chair or two Know that I hear you, know that it hurts me. But I push forward and onward, just for you. Yes I know it would be easier to give up and let you grow at your own rate. But later in life if I say " Help my son " ,they might say, " I am sorry it is too late " Though my days are long, my body tired and my beauty fading day to day.. I know if I leave this earth tomorrow, I would have no regrets to take to my grave. That I did not leave you as a cripple in this world with undeniable strife I know that I would leave you with the chance to live a fuller brighter life. For now you speak, and now you know your colors , shapes and sizes. You know your numbers and how to count , you fill my days with surprises. You know the sky consists of sparkling stars and a sun and moon. You go in the potty , you say " more PLEASE " and eat your cereal with a spoon Though many would think that these accomplishments are trivial and small Only you and I and THOSE LIKE US, would know the glory of it all. You look for kisses and for hugs something you never used to do. Yes, my love you have come so far, I know that it has been hard for you. Know that I am proud, for you, not I, have made the biggest sacrifice. You work so diligently, harder than a typical grown man would in all his life. I will not lie, I do still weep, for the road is long and I know the journey is not over " How much longer mommy? " you ask...My love, to this question I do not have the answer. I will be with you until the end of time, praying for the strength and the patience to prevail. Have comfort that you do not have a " typical mother " and I will not let you fail. Know this. You are my life, my soul , you are what drives the blood through my veins Perhaps God sent you to me unfinished and it is my duty to grab hold of the reins. To finish you, my little masterpiece that I work and toil over everyday With never ending devotion and commitment, I wouldn't have it any other way . _______________________________ By Dibra for my beautiful son Adem Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 27, 2001 Report Share Posted June 27, 2001 , this is so beautiful and brought tears to my eyes. Thanks for sharing it with us... > >Reply-To: GFCFKids >To: " GFCFKids " <GFCFKids > >Subject: My Little Masterpiece >Date: Wed, 27 Jun 2001 13:46:53 -0400 > >My Little Masterpiece >Are you with me little one? >Have the day’s events soaked in once the day is done? > >Is the path that mommy chooses for you clear? >I only do what I think is best for you my dear. > >I cannot stand to see you lost. >It will be the end of me, before I allow my efforts tossed. > >Day in and day out, my mind is in constant motion. >Thinking of ways to reach you & teach you. There is no end to my >devotion. > >Do you go through the days that I have packed for you, in vain? >Would you rather be outside, chasing the rainbows after the rain? > >Those miracle moments when your stare is so deep inside of me , >These are treasures collected in my heart, like rare jewels that I will >take to my destiny. > > >How I wish, I could be so ethical, to accept you the way you were. >To lie in the bed that GOD has made for me, yet I failed to deter. > >I wonder where you would be if I left you all alone. >In your quiet mystical world, where one couldn’t even hurt you with a >stone. > >That place where you wouldn’t be expected to perform and be up to par >. >For your label would be your excuse and no one would’ve expected >anything more. > >Yet, I have chosen to make you a part of this judgmental earth. >And try to defeat the cards that life dealt to me, the day of your >birth. > >I pray every night, that you forgive me for being so head strong and >ambitious. >Perhaps I do take the definition of “tough love “ a bit too viscous. > >One thing is for sure my love, maybe one day you will understand. >That mommy loves you with a passion that some would never comprehend. > >Though, I work with you through cries and screams, and have even dodged >a chair or two >Know that I hear you, know that it hurts me… But I push forward and >onward, just for you. > >Yes I know it would be easier to give up and let you grow at your own >rate. >But later in life if I say “Help my son”,they might say, ”I am sorry it >is too late” > >Though my days are long, my body tired and my beauty fading day to day.. > >I know if I leave this earth tomorrow, I would have no regrets to take >to my grave. > >That I did not leave you as a cripple in this world with undeniable >strife >I know that I would leave you with the chance to live a fuller brighter >life. > >For now you speak, and now you know your colors , shapes and sizes. >You know your numbers and how to count , you fill my days with >surprises. > >You know the sky consists of sparkling stars and a sun and moon. >You go in the potty , you say “more PLEASE” and eat your cereal with a >spoon > >Though many would think that these accomplishments are trivial and small > >Only you and I and THOSE LIKE US, would know the glory of it all. > >You look for kisses and for hugs something you never used to do. >Yes, my love you have come so far, I know that it has been hard for you. > >Know that I am proud, for you, not I, have made the biggest sacrifice. >You work so diligently, harder than a typical grown man would in all his >life. > >I will not lie, I do still weep, for the road is long and I know the >journey is not over >“How much longer mommy?” you ask...My love, to this question I do not >have the answer. > >I will be with you until the end of time, praying for the strength and >the patience to prevail. >Have comfort that you do not have a “typical mother” and I will not let >you fail. > >Know this. You are my life, my soul , you are what drives the blood >through my veins >Perhaps God sent you to me unfinished and it is my duty to grab hold of >the reins. > >To finish you, my little masterpiece that I work and toil over everyday >With never ending devotion and commitment, I wouldn’t have it any other >way . > >_______________________________ >By Dibra for my beautiful son Adem > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 27, 2001 Report Share Posted June 27, 2001 - Thanks for sharing this with us - sounds like we are on the same page. I call my son, my little science experiment. I gotta believe that this compulsion I feel to keep working toward getting him healthy is the right path. I can't do anything differently. Thanks again. Moira mom to Vico (4 ASD) and Culzean (14 months NT) > My Little Masterpiece > Are you with me little one? > Have the day's events soaked in once the day is done? > > Is the path that mommy chooses for you clear? > I only do what I think is best for you my dear. > > I cannot stand to see you lost. > It will be the end of me, before I allow my efforts tossed. > > Day in and day out, my mind is in constant motion. > Thinking of ways to reach you & teach you. There is no end to my > devotion. > > Do you go through the days that I have packed for you, in vain? > Would you rather be outside, chasing the rainbows after the rain? > > Those miracle moments when your stare is so deep inside of me , > These are treasures collected in my heart, like rare jewels that I will > take to my destiny. > > > How I wish, I could be so ethical, to accept you the way you were. > To lie in the bed that GOD has made for me, yet I failed to deter. > > I wonder where you would be if I left you all alone. > In your quiet mystical world, where one couldn't even hurt you with a > stone. > > That place where you wouldn't be expected to perform and be up to par > . > For your label would be your excuse and no one would've expected > anything more. > > Yet, I have chosen to make you a part of this judgmental earth. > And try to defeat the cards that life dealt to me, the day of your > birth. > > I pray every night, that you forgive me for being so head strong and > ambitious. > Perhaps I do take the definition of " tough love " a bit too viscous. > > One thing is for sure my love, maybe one day you will understand. > That mommy loves you with a passion that some would never comprehend. > > Though, I work with you through cries and screams, and have even dodged > a chair or two > Know that I hear you, know that it hurts me… But I push forward and > onward, just for you. > > Yes I know it would be easier to give up and let you grow at your own > rate. > But later in life if I say " Help my son " ,they might say, " I am sorry it > is too late " > > Though my days are long, my body tired and my beauty fading day to day.. > > I know if I leave this earth tomorrow, I would have no regrets to take > to my grave. > > That I did not leave you as a cripple in this world with undeniable > strife > I know that I would leave you with the chance to live a fuller brighter > life. > > For now you speak, and now you know your colors , shapes and sizes. > You know your numbers and how to count , you fill my days with > surprises. > > You know the sky consists of sparkling stars and a sun and moon. > You go in the potty , you say " more PLEASE " and eat your cereal with a > spoon > > Though many would think that these accomplishments are trivial and small > > Only you and I and THOSE LIKE US, would know the glory of it all. > > You look for kisses and for hugs something you never used to do. > Yes, my love you have come so far, I know that it has been hard for you. > > Know that I am proud, for you, not I, have made the biggest sacrifice. > You work so diligently, harder than a typical grown man would in all his > life. > > I will not lie, I do still weep, for the road is long and I know the > journey is not over > " How much longer mommy? " you ask...My love, to this question I do not > have the answer. > > I will be with you until the end of time, praying for the strength and > the patience to prevail. > Have comfort that you do not have a " typical mother " and I will not let > you fail. > > Know this. You are my life, my soul , you are what drives the blood > through my veins > Perhaps God sent you to me unfinished and it is my duty to grab hold of > the reins. > > To finish you, my little masterpiece that I work and toil over everyday > With never ending devotion and commitment, I wouldn't have it any other > way . > > _______________________________ > By Dibra for my beautiful son Adem > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 27, 2001 Report Share Posted June 27, 2001 Oh wow, makes me cry! I think you've said it for all of us! Thank you! H BTW said " Let's go! " at the video store yesterday instead of screaming and crying. A real victory! ) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 27, 2001 Report Share Posted June 27, 2001 re: My Little Masterpiece wow. thank you. touched me deepy... cried all the through. how we fight for our children's minds, bodies, hearts and souls. will print this out and share with many. those who will hear, and those who will not, who are far greater in number. P.S. I like to write, too. Beth R. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 27, 2001 Report Share Posted June 27, 2001 oops...meant to say all the WAY through..... re: My Little Masterpiece wow. thank you. touched me deepy... cried all the through. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 28, 2001 Report Share Posted June 28, 2001 When I've finished crying, I may be able to type better...Good Lord, woman, do you realize what a gift and heart you have? Thank you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 28, 2001 Report Share Posted June 28, 2001 That was so beautiful. Those are my sentiments exactly. MA Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 28, 2001 Report Share Posted June 28, 2001 ......... How beautiful, I still have tears in my eyes. I have so much in my heart too, but can never express it in words. ----Original Message Follows---- Reply-To: GFCFKids To: " GFCFKids " <GFCFKids > Subject: My Little Masterpiece Date: Wed, 27 Jun 2001 13:46:53 -0400 My Little Masterpiece Are you with me little one? Have the day’s events soaked in once the day is done? Is the path that mommy chooses for you clear? I only do what I think is best for you my dear. I cannot stand to see you lost. It will be the end of me, before I allow my efforts tossed. Day in and day out, my mind is in constant motion. Thinking of ways to reach you & teach you. There is no end to my devotion. Do you go through the days that I have packed for you, in vain? Would you rather be outside, chasing the rainbows after the rain? Those miracle moments when your stare is so deep inside of me , These are treasures collected in my heart, like rare jewels that I will take to my destiny. How I wish, I could be so ethical, to accept you the way you were. To lie in the bed that GOD has made for me, yet I failed to deter. I wonder where you would be if I left you all alone. In your quiet mystical world, where one couldn’t even hurt you with a stone. That place where you wouldn’t be expected to perform and be up to par .. For your label would be your excuse and no one would’ve expected anything more. Yet, I have chosen to make you a part of this judgmental earth. And try to defeat the cards that life dealt to me, the day of your birth. I pray every night, that you forgive me for being so head strong and ambitious. Perhaps I do take the definition of “tough love “ a bit too viscous. One thing is for sure my love, maybe one day you will understand. That mommy loves you with a passion that some would never comprehend. Though, I work with you through cries and screams, and have even dodged a chair or two Know that I hear you, know that it hurts me… But I push forward and onward, just for you. Yes I know it would be easier to give up and let you grow at your own rate. But later in life if I say “Help my son”,they might say, ”I am sorry it is too late” Though my days are long, my body tired and my beauty fading day to day.. I know if I leave this earth tomorrow, I would have no regrets to take to my grave. That I did not leave you as a cripple in this world with undeniable strife I know that I would leave you with the chance to live a fuller brighter life. For now you speak, and now you know your colors , shapes and sizes. You know your numbers and how to count , you fill my days with surprises. You know the sky consists of sparkling stars and a sun and moon. You go in the potty , you say “more PLEASE” and eat your cereal with a spoon Though many would think that these accomplishments are trivial and small Only you and I and THOSE LIKE US, would know the glory of it all. You look for kisses and for hugs something you never used to do. Yes, my love you have come so far, I know that it has been hard for you. Know that I am proud, for you, not I, have made the biggest sacrifice. You work so diligently, harder than a typical grown man would in all his life. I will not lie, I do still weep, for the road is long and I know the journey is not over “How much longer mommy?” you ask...My love, to this question I do not have the answer. I will be with you until the end of time, praying for the strength and the patience to prevail. Have comfort that you do not have a “typical mother” and I will not let you fail. Know this. You are my life, my soul , you are what drives the blood through my veins Perhaps God sent you to me unfinished and it is my duty to grab hold of the reins. To finish you, my little masterpiece that I work and toil over everyday With never ending devotion and commitment, I wouldn’t have it any other way . _______________________________ By Dibra for my beautiful son Adem Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2001 Report Share Posted June 29, 2001 , This is soooooo beautifully written & soooooo very very true. Have you heard the song, " Hear My Silence " ? You did a great job with this . Penny, in land Dibra wrote: > > My Little Masterpiece > Are you with me little one? > Have the day’s events soaked in once the day is done? > > Is the path that mommy chooses for you clear? > I only do what I think is best for you my dear. > > I cannot stand to see you lost. > It will be the end of me, before I allow my efforts tossed. > > Day in and day out, my mind is in constant motion. > Thinking of ways to reach you & teach you. There is no end to my > devotion. > > Do you go through the days that I have packed for you, in vain? > Would you rather be outside, chasing the rainbows after the rain? > > Those miracle moments when your stare is so deep inside of me , > These are treasures collected in my heart, like rare jewels that I will > take to my destiny. > > How I wish, I could be so ethical, to accept you the way you were. > To lie in the bed that GOD has made for me, yet I failed to deter. > > I wonder where you would be if I left you all alone. > In your quiet mystical world, where one couldn’t even hurt you with a > stone. > > That place where you wouldn’t be expected to perform and be up to par > . > For your label would be your excuse and no one would’ve expected > anything more. > > Yet, I have chosen to make you a part of this judgmental earth. > And try to defeat the cards that life dealt to me, the day of your > birth. > > I pray every night, that you forgive me for being so head strong and > ambitious. > Perhaps I do take the definition of “tough love “ a bit too viscous. > > One thing is for sure my love, maybe one day you will understand. > That mommy loves you with a passion that some would never comprehend. > > Though, I work with you through cries and screams, and have even dodged > a chair or two > Know that I hear you, know that it hurts me… But I push forward and > onward, just for you. > > Yes I know it would be easier to give up and let you grow at your own > rate. > But later in life if I say “Help my son”,they might say, ”I am sorry it > is too late” > > Though my days are long, my body tired and my beauty fading day to day.. > > I know if I leave this earth tomorrow, I would have no regrets to take > to my grave. > > That I did not leave you as a cripple in this world with undeniable > strife > I know that I would leave you with the chance to live a fuller brighter > life. > > For now you speak, and now you know your colors , shapes and sizes. > You know your numbers and how to count , you fill my days with > surprises. > > You know the sky consists of sparkling stars and a sun and moon. > You go in the potty , you say “more PLEASE” and eat your cereal with a > spoon > > Though many would think that these accomplishments are trivial and small > > Only you and I and THOSE LIKE US, would know the glory of it all. > > You look for kisses and for hugs something you never used to do. > Yes, my love you have come so far, I know that it has been hard for you. > > Know that I am proud, for you, not I, have made the biggest sacrifice. > You work so diligently, harder than a typical grown man would in all his > life. > > I will not lie, I do still weep, for the road is long and I know the > journey is not over > “How much longer mommy?” you ask...My love, to this question I do not > have the answer. > > I will be with you until the end of time, praying for the strength and > the patience to prevail. > Have comfort that you do not have a “typical mother” and I will not let > you fail. > > Know this. You are my life, my soul , you are what drives the blood > through my veins > Perhaps God sent you to me unfinished and it is my duty to grab hold of > the reins. > > To finish you, my little masterpiece that I work and toil over everyday > With never ending devotion and commitment, I wouldn’t have it any other > way . > > _______________________________ > By Dibra for my beautiful son Adem > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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