Nerves Also

[Guest guest]

I have been reading the guide and posts faithfully but have not

posted in the last week b/c I had company. I was reading about one

of you who keeps expecting to lose the baby ---worrys and

nerves!!!!! I know them well. I am a first time mom and although I

don't feel old at 32, I know that biologically I am starting at a

later date than most women. That worries me. I have placenta previa

and that worries me. I am a teacher and I go back to school in about

2-3 weeks---THAT worries me too. I worry that I won't have enough

stamina or my feet will hurt or standing all day will increase the

placenta problem. I worry about gaining weight and I worry about

NOT gaining weight. I am 4 months tomorrow (wed) and I have only

gained 4 pounds and I am not showing to anyone except to me and my

husband when my clothes are off. And of course when I lost six

pounds right off the bat, I worried then too!!!! I go tomorrow to the

doc and get lots of lab work done. And then on Aug 4th I have

another U/S to check on the placenta previa thing and also to

hopefully know the sex. This has been hard on my husband ---about 6

weeks now of no sex due the placenta thing. He has been great about

it though--God love him. Having my friend visit was wonderful--she

took my mind off things and we had a great time. The baby was GREAT

at the last doc appt. and doc said it is growing just like it

should. So I need to stop worrying huh??????? LOL Everyone have a

great day. Here's some " birth vibes " for those of you about to pop.

Can't wait until I am can hold my baby.