Guest guest Posted July 22, 2004 Report Share Posted July 22, 2004 Hi all. I am having some serious issues and I don't know where else to turn, so you all are my chosen " ears " ....Here's the deal. I am 12 weeks pregnant with my first. I've not yet started to feel excited-- not one bit. I felt nothing but a detached interest at the 8 week ultrasound, and the appointment yesterday to hear the heartbeat was just kind of bizarre. My friends told me they cried, it was amazing, they felt a bond.....all I could think was, " that sounds nothing like I thought it would. It sounds like the beat you'd always hear the Indians playing in those old Westerns...BOOM, boom, boom, boom BOOM. " I know, wierd. No awed amazment, no " oh my gosh, I have a baby in there " moment, just " that's not what it's supposed to sound like. " Is this wierd? Also, I'm sure the baby is not going to be ok. I was hesitant to tell anyone about the pregnancy because I was certain that if I told people that I would lose the baby. My DH is getting annoyed with my lack of excitement and my " nervous nellie " attitude. He wants me to enjoy my pregnancy. Help me! do I need therapy? EDD 2/3/05 RNY 4/21/01 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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