From Sonja: Fliss, Heidi..and Mark!.

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Hi Fliss and Heidi, hi everybody. A special great hug to Mark and warm

thouhgts!

Anyone who would come to Stockholm be sure to tell me, remember that one

of my jobs is beeing a guide in Stockholm, specialized in history and

culture + Parliamentguide. You wouldnt dare not telling me so Heidi,

Fliss and everybody, would love to see you, vent and see you!

I try to keep up, just get my very bad downs when I cant do and work and

get myself upright, I am having downperiod with extreme tiredness,

dizzyness. My bloodsugar is jumping, docs dont react. I will do the

gastroscopy, this doc is really serious and supportive

They did, at the hospital when I was totally torned by pain and

weightloss last winter, MRCP, CT scan, ultrasound and when they added

secretin to the MRCP 2 nd time 7 months back the flow from the panc

seemed OK but I reacted with strong nausea and metaltaste in my mouth,

they said it was allergy, but couldnt it be that the pancreas was

reacting? I get high liverenzymes when getting painattacks, they go down

quickly so the doctors say they dont know if it comes from the pancreas.

I have really gotten better with the glutenfree and lactosefree diet,

not proved by tests ,the blood test is not accurate and now it is not

possible to see it from biopsy, I dont know what to eat anymore and dont

want anything but I am keeping my weight, thanks God.

You know I have been through two cancers, one malign breast and one

benign pelvus, where I had to learn to walk again-you wouldnt tell

today, this was in 2001, I have had my share and see no end to it.

Without you out there I wouldnt be here. Love you Sonja