and Angie

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Thanks so much for the kind words. This Dr she goes to is a strange

man, I tried to talk to him over the phone about one and half years

ago. He really doesnt seem to see how bad things are with her.

is a stubborn person, that I will admit and she wants things

her way. But what I dont understand more than anything is the fact

that in the past her kids meant everything to her and she would do

anything for them, but now, they pretty much on their own. It is so

heartbreaking. I do understand depression, I have had many bouts

with it, and you do get to the point where you dont care what

happens to you or around you. But I guess I have always been a

fighter and fought my way back out of it. She has no fight left in

her. She tells her husband that there is no need to go to another

Dr because no one can do her any good. That there is nothing that

anyone can do for her. She has it in her head that a specilist does

not know more than the dr she is seeing. She also thinks that the

TP/ICT is her only hope of being better. That may or may not be

correct, but she has to make an appt and go see the dr there, they

cant start anything with out ever seeing her. I cant get this thru

to her. Also in order to have fund raisers and try to get the

money, she has to know definitely that the surgery is going to

happen.

I hope your surgery goes well and I hope you find some

relief and help at the new dr, Angie.

I will ask this, if any of you think that you can write anything to

that will wake her up to just email me and I will give you her

address. She might kill me, but I feel like I am dying anyway.

Thank you all for listening to all of this. I know that I must

annoy you all to no end, but I really do need you all. Thank you so

much, Jean