reply to CHRISSY : :Puestow on June 9th

June 8, 2005

I'm trying not to be nervous Chrissy, but I can't help it. I guess

it's because after the accident, I was so bangned up for so long that

I can't even believe that I will be in the hospital for only 5 days

(last time I was there a month) but I guess this time I'm not going in

on an emergency basis and in shock, so my body should fare better this

time around.

I'm not affraid of not waking up. I'm worried of waking up in more

pain than I am now! I'm not good with pain, I'm just a big baby! And

having panic attacks I'm prone to stressing out, but I know I have to

try to relax. I just have so much school work to do after the surgery.

I'm gonna be stressing until that's done. I'm going to have to try to

relax as you say to heal quickly so I can get back into the swing of

things as fast as possible. And like you say, I can't wait to feel at

least somewhat like my old self again.

Don't exhaust yourself too much with those birthdays now, you just got

out of surgery! How are you doing anyway, no problems I hope? Drop me

a line to let me know, I want to know that your on the path to recovery.

And I will be having a few visitors after all, so I am very happy for

that as I won't be totally alone as it was first supposed to happen.

Steph (my beau) will not be sleeping at the hospital. It's an hour

away and he drives that everyday (in the other direction) to go to

work, so it's nothing for him to drive. And I'd rather he'd get a good

night sleep anyway. Oh, and I'm one of the lucky ones... he doesn't

snore

But yes, those vital sign checks are a pain in the butt.... I'm fine

lady, let me sleep! If you come back, I'll break your arm! lol!

Thanks for your good wishes. It is truly, truly, appreciated. I look

forward to speaking with you again.

Brigitte

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